yoz, peoples, am back here after a week, it has been a stressful week, but i think it is part and parcel of life, when u feel really tired at times whereby u have reach a point where u cannot take it any longer, it is best to cry it out, at least things might get better in terms of thinking. erveryone have their own way of handling things and i think that it is up to individual, if one day things that is important to u is lost,what can we do, we cannot do anything and it is no point thinking too much. holding on to something that cannot or can never ever be yours again is no point.....
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
13 November 2005
hi people,
yoz, peoples, am back here after a week, it has been a stressful week, but i think it is part and parcel of life, when u feel really tired at times whereby u have reach a point where u cannot take it any longer, it is best to cry it out, at least things might get better in terms of thinking. erveryone have their own way of handling things and i think that it is up to individual, if one day things that is important to u is lost,what can we do, we cannot do anything and it is no point thinking too much. holding on to something that cannot or can never ever be yours again is no point.....
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
06 November 2005
The lyrics of the song is dedicated to the people who let me go and to the people that I let them go.
Things is unpredictable, sometimes when I am speaking the truth, you thin that it is a fake, but when I am seaking somethng fake, you think that it is true. In this world, there are tons of different people, but I am glad to have these few good friends that I deemed them to be more important than anyting. thanks you guys, love you. P.S< although I might be bitchy and loud at times, but at least that is the true self of me ya...> wagagagaga
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
Things is unpredictable, sometimes when I am speaking the truth, you thin that it is a fake, but when I am seaking somethng fake, you think that it is true. In this world, there are tons of different people, but I am glad to have these few good friends that I deemed them to be more important than anyting. thanks you guys, love you. P.S< although I might be bitchy and loud at times, but at least that is the true self of me ya...> wagagagaga
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
22 August 2005
yoz
hi peeps,
long time no blog hmmmm lucky still remember my password haha. also dun noe what to blog nothing much happening.
long time no blog hmmmm lucky still remember my password haha. also dun noe what to blog nothing much happening.
11 August 2005
Back To Square One
hi people, it has been a long time since i post an entries in the blog le..... last few week still ok lo, everyone is busy with their own things, but at least we do hang out together, the day before yesterday is national day, i went to the esplanade area there with terence, jayden and alvin to watch the fireworks live. it just went boom boom boom and it is damn pretty.
just have a sudden thinking, hmmm fireworks are pretty but they do not last, does it goes for every relationship for me??? maybe i am too stuborn ba, that is why haven been moving on much. everything is just back to square one for me le....
anyway i think that sometime being single is still a better choice although i keep complaining that i do not have someone with me to do intimate things like what other couples are doing. but that is ok, at least i have my friends, esp terence, alvin, chriz and wilson, they are nice people and they are a nice friend to me, tolerating my nonscence most of the time.
i might be a bit stupid ba, sometime when it is time to let go le, should let go, what is the point of hanging onto something that it will not last right? sometime wondering what i am believing in, someone who is my one out there waiting for me???? hmmmm, maybe that is true but definitely i think it will not come ba.
been thinking about some things after the fireworks, maybe it is time to let go and carry on but in a slower pace than ever.
just have a sudden thinking, hmmm fireworks are pretty but they do not last, does it goes for every relationship for me??? maybe i am too stuborn ba, that is why haven been moving on much. everything is just back to square one for me le....
anyway i think that sometime being single is still a better choice although i keep complaining that i do not have someone with me to do intimate things like what other couples are doing. but that is ok, at least i have my friends, esp terence, alvin, chriz and wilson, they are nice people and they are a nice friend to me, tolerating my nonscence most of the time.
i might be a bit stupid ba, sometime when it is time to let go le, should let go, what is the point of hanging onto something that it will not last right? sometime wondering what i am believing in, someone who is my one out there waiting for me???? hmmmm, maybe that is true but definitely i think it will not come ba.
been thinking about some things after the fireworks, maybe it is time to let go and carry on but in a slower pace than ever.
"Being Realistic Is Human Nature"
"Letting Go Is Hard But It Is A Phase Human Goes Through"
20 July 2005
Hi People
How have everyone been? It has been a long time since I have been blogging already. Now at this moment of this posting is that I am in the library @ orchard typing this into Microsoft words. Hmmm these days things seems a bit boring for the few of us, which I think so because at least last time we will be out, maybe it is due to the fact whereby everyone is busy with their own things, right now I am listening to the song that is being sang by Nicky. It is a nice song and the lyrics are beautiful. Thoughts are flooding in.
These days I have been reflecting some things that I have done and why some things is being done in this way. Before I came to the library, I was at the coffee club express reading a book that I bought today, “Harry Potter and the half –blood prince”. Things aren’t definitely the same for me now, everyone changes as they grow older, maybe it is really time for me to really grow up and stop being a child already right?
Sometimes being alone is a good thing as we are able to thing why, what, how does a thing happen, what is the main reason that is happening in this way. Because things dun happen without a reason and definitely it is cause by the thinking of the person or the circumstances and the environment.
Haven been having this thought in this mind last time, what am I working for? What is the aim that I am striving for? It is time for me to start thinking these things, what I want for my future, in this world there is no free lunch, right now seeing people are working hard to improve themselves, it is making me feeling ashamed of myself. During this three years where I have been moving myself to another phase of life from a teenager to an adult already, what have I been improving? What I can think is that I have been turning from bad to worse? From good to bad? Things happen too fast??? Or things are stationary for me, not moving forward and backward.
One thing that I am glad about myself is that at least I have a way of thinking for myself but what use is this good when things are not moving forward? In life some people improve themselves because they have an aim, some people just stay put because they are lazy, some people just degraded themselves because of the things that they have been doing.
I have to learn to be independent, instead of relying on my friends for doing most of the things. Just what the fuck is happening to me. Why is it that I am like that? People always know how to control their emotion is it because they have a sense of control over themselves? Or it is the way of upbringing that they have in their family? Seeing families going out together make me feel envious of them. I think I remembered telling someone that it is not the fact that you feel left out it is because of yourself, you at least have to make the effort to make the first step to mingle with people, and not people come and mingle with you. At least I think in the life that I am having, I have at least a small group of family.
Actually it is tough having two different kind of lifestyle. Especially the people who are bisexual, they actually have to be discreet and that they got married is because of the circumstances that they are being forced to. Families with minds that are conservative are the hardest to deal with. Many gay people have to get married because of the parents who keep asking them, because if they do not do what the parents want them to do, they might considered themselves to be unfilial, but I think that parents do not think this way, it is the mindset that is tricky and the way of the lifestyle and the way of how the country works.
If one day when I wake up, everything suddenly change I think I will not be able to fit in now, just like now, but life still need to get on, there is no point stopping over some people or some things that just happen to affect you at the wrong place at the wrong time. Even though I am being said to have a good sense of adaptability, things is definitely not the same when things happen to you.
Being able to cry over something is a good thing, but I don’t think I will cry for most of the things because I think there is not use crying over spilled milk, maybe for a little while but not always. It will forever become a habit, and it will make you have the thinking that whatever things that is bad happening to affect you, tears will be rolling down making you a vulnerable person.
I believe that when people who really stand up after falling down is really someone that should be praised. Memories are good but what use can it be when it can only accompany you throughout the rest of the life journey that every teenager has to go through, needless to mention adults.
Memories are important to some people because they think that if a life without memories to accompany you, it is not called a life anymore. Everyone have their own perception of how this thing should be form and how it should be viewed.
Time: 2005
Right now the library cafe, is almost deserted, as I think the library is closing soon maybe in an hour time? Those people who are still in the café are basically reading the newspaper or they are studying some of the books that they have borrowed or they are having a small meeting. It is not so crowded in Orchard today maybe it is a weekday, but it seems that things are still going on smoothly for the people in Singapore.
There are not many people moving around today, most of them are students with their friends. Friends are important to people. Once friends are disappearing, things might not be the same, but everyone still manages to get by. I am surprised that the battery for my notebook can last that long.
Time: 2036
The time is closing onto nine pm where the library will be closing soon. Every one is starting to park their things up already, so am I, am going to pack the things up and go off soon.
How have everyone been? It has been a long time since I have been blogging already. Now at this moment of this posting is that I am in the library @ orchard typing this into Microsoft words. Hmmm these days things seems a bit boring for the few of us, which I think so because at least last time we will be out, maybe it is due to the fact whereby everyone is busy with their own things, right now I am listening to the song that is being sang by Nicky. It is a nice song and the lyrics are beautiful. Thoughts are flooding in.
These days I have been reflecting some things that I have done and why some things is being done in this way. Before I came to the library, I was at the coffee club express reading a book that I bought today, “Harry Potter and the half –blood prince”. Things aren’t definitely the same for me now, everyone changes as they grow older, maybe it is really time for me to really grow up and stop being a child already right?
Sometimes being alone is a good thing as we are able to thing why, what, how does a thing happen, what is the main reason that is happening in this way. Because things dun happen without a reason and definitely it is cause by the thinking of the person or the circumstances and the environment.
Haven been having this thought in this mind last time, what am I working for? What is the aim that I am striving for? It is time for me to start thinking these things, what I want for my future, in this world there is no free lunch, right now seeing people are working hard to improve themselves, it is making me feeling ashamed of myself. During this three years where I have been moving myself to another phase of life from a teenager to an adult already, what have I been improving? What I can think is that I have been turning from bad to worse? From good to bad? Things happen too fast??? Or things are stationary for me, not moving forward and backward.
One thing that I am glad about myself is that at least I have a way of thinking for myself but what use is this good when things are not moving forward? In life some people improve themselves because they have an aim, some people just stay put because they are lazy, some people just degraded themselves because of the things that they have been doing.
I have to learn to be independent, instead of relying on my friends for doing most of the things. Just what the fuck is happening to me. Why is it that I am like that? People always know how to control their emotion is it because they have a sense of control over themselves? Or it is the way of upbringing that they have in their family? Seeing families going out together make me feel envious of them. I think I remembered telling someone that it is not the fact that you feel left out it is because of yourself, you at least have to make the effort to make the first step to mingle with people, and not people come and mingle with you. At least I think in the life that I am having, I have at least a small group of family.
Actually it is tough having two different kind of lifestyle. Especially the people who are bisexual, they actually have to be discreet and that they got married is because of the circumstances that they are being forced to. Families with minds that are conservative are the hardest to deal with. Many gay people have to get married because of the parents who keep asking them, because if they do not do what the parents want them to do, they might considered themselves to be unfilial, but I think that parents do not think this way, it is the mindset that is tricky and the way of the lifestyle and the way of how the country works.
If one day when I wake up, everything suddenly change I think I will not be able to fit in now, just like now, but life still need to get on, there is no point stopping over some people or some things that just happen to affect you at the wrong place at the wrong time. Even though I am being said to have a good sense of adaptability, things is definitely not the same when things happen to you.
Being able to cry over something is a good thing, but I don’t think I will cry for most of the things because I think there is not use crying over spilled milk, maybe for a little while but not always. It will forever become a habit, and it will make you have the thinking that whatever things that is bad happening to affect you, tears will be rolling down making you a vulnerable person.
I believe that when people who really stand up after falling down is really someone that should be praised. Memories are good but what use can it be when it can only accompany you throughout the rest of the life journey that every teenager has to go through, needless to mention adults.
Memories are important to some people because they think that if a life without memories to accompany you, it is not called a life anymore. Everyone have their own perception of how this thing should be form and how it should be viewed.
Time: 2005
Right now the library cafe, is almost deserted, as I think the library is closing soon maybe in an hour time? Those people who are still in the café are basically reading the newspaper or they are studying some of the books that they have borrowed or they are having a small meeting. It is not so crowded in Orchard today maybe it is a weekday, but it seems that things are still going on smoothly for the people in Singapore.
There are not many people moving around today, most of them are students with their friends. Friends are important to people. Once friends are disappearing, things might not be the same, but everyone still manages to get by. I am surprised that the battery for my notebook can last that long.
Time: 2036
The time is closing onto nine pm where the library will be closing soon. Every one is starting to park their things up already, so am I, am going to pack the things up and go off soon.
"Humans Only Tresure Things When It Is Loss"
13 July 2005
FaNtAsTiC nIgHt
hi people , it is a nice night man, wow, went to watch the show "Fantastic Four" with terence and momo. the character is so handsome and pretty haha. keep drolling inside man haha :p bleah. hmmm these few days the weather is not so good lo, everyone must take care leh. if not hor waitsick and sick and sick, got thing do one willcork up. sianz that is the most terrible thing to do. hmmm anyone got lobang for any part time jobs, if got remember to tell me hor. hehe
Pretty Girl
Pretty Girl
Nice And Pretty
So HandSome
09 July 2005
What A Bad Week
hi peeps long time no blog le haha, it has been a terrible week for me. have been not feeling well, thinking that wow maybe after the show on monday then go home and sleep i will feel better but in the end it is not lo, having the dia..... and lao sai for four days, today so sad again thought that ok le but haiz haven ok leh. sianz sianz.
the bowling for these week is not improving, my friends say that wow suddenly my lips turn white, so scary. today nothing much to write today. so long for now la when got new picture hor then i put up again. argh argh all words no picture so sianz haha
the bowling for these week is not improving, my friends say that wow suddenly my lips turn white, so scary. today nothing much to write today. so long for now la when got new picture hor then i put up again. argh argh all words no picture so sianz haha
27 June 2005
What A Fine Day
Hi people,
haiz, it is not a good week after all. thinking thatmy good friend wilson is booking out for the first time after two weeks, everything will be nice, but it turn out not to be, that day my temper rises incredibly fast, maybe due to the lack of sleep tat i have, things is not that right ya, sorry.
am so tired that night that when i pop on the bed already i dun noe whether i sleep so fast saying some dream words out or that i am not yet asleep. things is so blur and uncertain. Maybe i am not so good afterall, really an ah "beng".
even when bowling, my focus is all over the place, cannot really play properly. sucks. my average dropped dropped dropped.
after two weeks le, happy to see wilson, which i think everyone is feeling the same way, because of the absence of one friend everytime, but that day is different. it is like everything is back to normal except my temper la.
haiz, it is not a good week after all. thinking thatmy good friend wilson is booking out for the first time after two weeks, everything will be nice, but it turn out not to be, that day my temper rises incredibly fast, maybe due to the lack of sleep tat i have, things is not that right ya, sorry.
am so tired that night that when i pop on the bed already i dun noe whether i sleep so fast saying some dream words out or that i am not yet asleep. things is so blur and uncertain. Maybe i am not so good afterall, really an ah "beng".
even when bowling, my focus is all over the place, cannot really play properly. sucks. my average dropped dropped dropped.
after two weeks le, happy to see wilson, which i think everyone is feeling the same way, because of the absence of one friend everytime, but that day is different. it is like everything is back to normal except my temper la.
"Time Heals Everything And Washes Memories That Is Not Good"
23 June 2005
Second Night In Camp
hi peeps,
tonight is the second night that i am in the band camp that i have went. well the food still sucks forevee, the food in school just cannot be trusted to be eaten by human beings. it is not that i am picky about food but that is the whole thing whereby i think that since i am paying the money for the food, definitely i will need to ask for good food right???
hmmm Since yesterday i have only slept for about two hours, and i am using the coffee to keep me awake, today my mood swings again, it has not happen since last few month back maybe after the time when i cock up the project that i am doing for my boss.
one thing is that i think well maybe i am too sensitive or what la, it is that well last time when i go to band practice or anything that has to be organised by the band in .... it just seems so right that i am in the place whereby we can joke about everything, but now it is hmmmm i am just like out of the palce like that like i am making a fool of myself. maybe it is that the3re are new year one for the band camp.
haiz
i also dun noe what to say just feeling so sianz now, feel like going home but not to my own home, my home just sucks, my laptop have to be send for sericing already so the next few day i might not be online and will not be able to update my blog le...... haiz..... nothing to say.....
tonight is the second night that i am in the band camp that i have went. well the food still sucks forevee, the food in school just cannot be trusted to be eaten by human beings. it is not that i am picky about food but that is the whole thing whereby i think that since i am paying the money for the food, definitely i will need to ask for good food right???
hmmm Since yesterday i have only slept for about two hours, and i am using the coffee to keep me awake, today my mood swings again, it has not happen since last few month back maybe after the time when i cock up the project that i am doing for my boss.
one thing is that i think well maybe i am too sensitive or what la, it is that well last time when i go to band practice or anything that has to be organised by the band in .... it just seems so right that i am in the place whereby we can joke about everything, but now it is hmmmm i am just like out of the palce like that like i am making a fool of myself. maybe it is that the3re are new year one for the band camp.
haiz
i also dun noe what to say just feeling so sianz now, feel like going home but not to my own home, my home just sucks, my laptop have to be send for sericing already so the next few day i might not be online and will not be able to update my blog le...... haiz..... nothing to say.....
"Things Might Be Easier If U View It At a Simple Way"
First Night In Camp
Hi people, today is the first night in my Band Camp. hmmm went bowling with terence just now and it sucks man, how can me play until so bad that haiz also dun noe what happen to me. play until so bad. saturday how????? sakali he come out le he two weeks never play then wait play better than me wait i malu. haiz but never mind la everyone just need to improve no matter how good you are.
Definitely somethings are not worth to be waited for, but humans what can we do? we can only repeat the mistakes then we know how to learn ma. things might not be easy to let go, but try out best which is what humand are good at saying especially when they are on the stage "i think i give my best" haha.
oh shit i forgot to message my mother that i am going for a camp sianz
IN life, nothing is impossible for us and nothing is possible unless we went all ahead and achieve it. sometime feel so sianz about being in this circle but i like being pampered and like to have someone to whine. hehe
last sunday is the worst bday i ever have in all my years since i know how to celebrate my bday with my friends rather than my family members. whole day nothing to do, noone ask me out, no present is being given to me. what a lonely bday. thinking that at night, it might be better, but worse, when went over there to watch the competition, so pathethic, only two groups, and definitely the best out of the best will be in the finals la, but haiz dun think they can make it unless they change the dancers. after that went to onyx there, sucks sucks sucks, the crowd is like dead crowd and the music sianz to the bordom that i think i only move my body for one or two songs only. worse bday. haiz haiz haiz
well well well i got new things that i have already which is the new modem that can use wirelessly haha, that is very cool. and i got one ipod shuffle, it is small but i dun have any nice songs for me to put insde to hear because i cannot convert my protected wma files to mp3 haiz haiz haiz.
today also very suay, my firewire is spoil, cannot detect my external cd/dvd rom drive, so sickening. spoiling my whole day again, sianz sianz sianz.
"Time Heals Wounds, Allowing U To Move On"
Definitely somethings are not worth to be waited for, but humans what can we do? we can only repeat the mistakes then we know how to learn ma. things might not be easy to let go, but try out best which is what humand are good at saying especially when they are on the stage "i think i give my best" haha.
oh shit i forgot to message my mother that i am going for a camp sianz
IN life, nothing is impossible for us and nothing is possible unless we went all ahead and achieve it. sometime feel so sianz about being in this circle but i like being pampered and like to have someone to whine. hehe
last sunday is the worst bday i ever have in all my years since i know how to celebrate my bday with my friends rather than my family members. whole day nothing to do, noone ask me out, no present is being given to me. what a lonely bday. thinking that at night, it might be better, but worse, when went over there to watch the competition, so pathethic, only two groups, and definitely the best out of the best will be in the finals la, but haiz dun think they can make it unless they change the dancers. after that went to onyx there, sucks sucks sucks, the crowd is like dead crowd and the music sianz to the bordom that i think i only move my body for one or two songs only. worse bday. haiz haiz haiz
well well well i got new things that i have already which is the new modem that can use wirelessly haha, that is very cool. and i got one ipod shuffle, it is small but i dun have any nice songs for me to put insde to hear because i cannot convert my protected wma files to mp3 haiz haiz haiz.
today also very suay, my firewire is spoil, cannot detect my external cd/dvd rom drive, so sickening. spoiling my whole day again, sianz sianz sianz.
"Time Heals Wounds, Allowing U To Move On"
19 June 2005
Today Is My Bday
Haiz, this year my birthday is damn boring, although there are messages from my friends and i really appreciated but what the *toot* i doing. doing nothing the whole day only until at night.
i dun think my family also remember that today is my birthday.... Sometimes, things get very tired. i also dun noe why. everything just seem to cramp up. only time when i feel at ease is only when i am sleeping not at my home. because sleeping does not require u to think so much. although there are dreams.....
nothing to say le just boring.
i dun think my family also remember that today is my birthday.... Sometimes, things get very tired. i also dun noe why. everything just seem to cramp up. only time when i feel at ease is only when i am sleeping not at my home. because sleeping does not require u to think so much. although there are dreams.....
nothing to say le just boring.
16 June 2005
野孩子 - 杨千嬅
野孩子 - 杨千嬅
就算只谈一场感情除外都是一时虚荣
不等于在蜜月套房游玩过就可自入自出仙境
情愿获得你的尊敬承受太高傲的罪名
挤得进你臂弯如情怀渐冷未算孤苦也伶仃
*明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此
但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子
朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我
若果亲手抱住或者不必如此
许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子
不受命令就是一种最坏名字
笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子
连没有幸福都不介意
若我依然坚持忠诚难道你又适合安定
真可惜说要吻我的还未吻自己就梦中苏醒
离场是否有点失敬还是更轰烈的剧情
必需有这结果才能怀念我让我於荒野驰骋
明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此
但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子
朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我
若果亲手抱住或者不必如此
许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子
不受命令就是一种最坏名字
我笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子
连没有幸福都不介意
15 June 2005
Boring Day
HI people, haiz these days quite boring ya, luckily still got terence and chriz they all at least we went out together to chit chat, anyway most of us have nothing much to do, well well well terence concert is coming up soon already, he said that it will be nice to hear ba cos most of the piece is what we know already haha. we will wait for the day to come le then i listen.
this year the bday is a bit quiet haiz, everyone is busy with their own things, some of them mia.... also dun noe.... where is the group last time..... although i mia before la haha...
we went to onyx there for the opening on sunday with terence and michael, wow there is nice man if u like happy u will like there more ba this is what i think. although the music beat over there is standard, it still prove a bit difficult to dance. but nevertheless, everyone eyes are busy, i keep wondering who notice me, and wow so many people there got chance or not hahahhahaha. wishful thinking....
everytime when something happen things is always stressful. how i wish i can strike a lottery now, then my things will all be settle dun have to think so much. Life is not a good thing and the world is a very practical place where everyone keep saying "no la, i not forcing you" but when they keep talking they will ask for other things for return keep thinking that it is easy to manipulate the heart. although money is not the most important thing in this world but it can be prove to be useful at times.....
this year the bday is a bit quiet haiz, everyone is busy with their own things, some of them mia.... also dun noe.... where is the group last time..... although i mia before la haha...
we went to onyx there for the opening on sunday with terence and michael, wow there is nice man if u like happy u will like there more ba this is what i think. although the music beat over there is standard, it still prove a bit difficult to dance. but nevertheless, everyone eyes are busy, i keep wondering who notice me, and wow so many people there got chance or not hahahhahaha. wishful thinking....
everytime when something happen things is always stressful. how i wish i can strike a lottery now, then my things will all be settle dun have to think so much. Life is not a good thing and the world is a very practical place where everyone keep saying "no la, i not forcing you" but when they keep talking they will ask for other things for return keep thinking that it is easy to manipulate the heart. although money is not the most important thing in this world but it can be prove to be useful at times.....
"Time Passes By, Heart Cold Again, Waiting For It To Be Heal And Warm Again"
11 June 2005
One Day Passed By
it is sad very sad damn lotsa sad. memories pouring in haiz. dun noe whats gotten into me yesterday, i was into the kind of relam that he have. what the f**k man. it will only be few weeks before we can come out again. so guess have to endure. been long time since tear come down. but glad that it did. haha. at least it might be a sign still that i am still having a heart of a normal person....
wondering how everyone is. not sure whether my bday will be fun.... hopefully it will be as fun as last year as some of the people is not in the picture. what i can say is, hmmmm thank you for being there some time.
to people who always think wow, hor hor, i like him nah that is not possible, i done those thing because it is a good friend i dun wan to miss. friends are easy to be with but good friend are hard to come by especially when you spend some of the time out of most of the time you have together.
things is always as simple as it look, so dun think things as so complicated. love can only be grown from liking, and liking can only grow from friends who are nice or with their own preference.
kids and children does not know how to differentiate these things, therefore things are always vrey fast for them, and there they are complainging about this and that. even if they understand the difference, they know know the skinz.
these two weeks guess will have to make just about it. even if he came out already he will not have much time also, as have to arrange to make sure that family members have time to spend with. haha.....
wondering how everyone is. not sure whether my bday will be fun.... hopefully it will be as fun as last year as some of the people is not in the picture. what i can say is, hmmmm thank you for being there some time.
to people who always think wow, hor hor, i like him nah that is not possible, i done those thing because it is a good friend i dun wan to miss. friends are easy to be with but good friend are hard to come by especially when you spend some of the time out of most of the time you have together.
things is always as simple as it look, so dun think things as so complicated. love can only be grown from liking, and liking can only grow from friends who are nice or with their own preference.
kids and children does not know how to differentiate these things, therefore things are always vrey fast for them, and there they are complainging about this and that. even if they understand the difference, they know know the skinz.
these two weeks guess will have to make just about it. even if he came out already he will not have much time also, as have to arrange to make sure that family members have time to spend with. haha.....
"Time Will Change Everything, As It Always Heals Wounds Over Time"
08 June 2005
So Little Time
Hmm, here i am back again, it has been a long time since i have blog already, hmmm my laptop is not with me, and now i am at wilson house bloging this post haha. this post is not so well done la but will edit when i have time.
hmmm feeling a bit sad these days, wilson going army soon le, argh, short of one person going clubbing to shake the body, short of one palce to go and stay over, and short of one person to practice bowling with me, then some more short of one person who know how to sing. it is a sad thing argh....
so from today till the day he enlist, going to stay with him le. will miss him badly. haiz... why why why must choose june to go in wor. june is my holiday can play one hor right. hahaha but anyway hope that when he go in he will be all well lo.everything is smooth for him.
he is a good friend, everyone is a good friend... so next time i think when we go clubbing hor, body not moving so much le la, maybe eyes move more. hahaha but hopefully will not result to that la spend money go in there see guys meh hahhaa we should enjoy ourself ma.
sometime hor people are just born to be your friend ya? some people are just born to have a small fate thingy with you. there is one story that if i am not wrong is that, there is one girl who died along the road in ancient time la. then got two guy walk past her. the first guy only use his jacket to cover her body but did not bury her, after a while when the second guy walk past he got the initiative to dig a hole and give her a proper burial, then after that in next life, things is unpredictable ma, she went steady with the first guy that she met last life who give her the jacket one but she broke up with him after that and marry the second guy who gave her a proper burial last life. hmmm i wonder when will hahaha the guy that is going to marry me one come leh???? bleah. haha
ok.... no time le got to go orh orh, working later. see ya guys will update again.
hmmm feeling a bit sad these days, wilson going army soon le, argh, short of one person going clubbing to shake the body, short of one palce to go and stay over, and short of one person to practice bowling with me, then some more short of one person who know how to sing. it is a sad thing argh....
so from today till the day he enlist, going to stay with him le. will miss him badly. haiz... why why why must choose june to go in wor. june is my holiday can play one hor right. hahaha but anyway hope that when he go in he will be all well lo.everything is smooth for him.
he is a good friend, everyone is a good friend... so next time i think when we go clubbing hor, body not moving so much le la, maybe eyes move more. hahaha but hopefully will not result to that la spend money go in there see guys meh hahhaa we should enjoy ourself ma.
sometime hor people are just born to be your friend ya? some people are just born to have a small fate thingy with you. there is one story that if i am not wrong is that, there is one girl who died along the road in ancient time la. then got two guy walk past her. the first guy only use his jacket to cover her body but did not bury her, after a while when the second guy walk past he got the initiative to dig a hole and give her a proper burial, then after that in next life, things is unpredictable ma, she went steady with the first guy that she met last life who give her the jacket one but she broke up with him after that and marry the second guy who gave her a proper burial last life. hmmm i wonder when will hahaha the guy that is going to marry me one come leh???? bleah. haha
ok.... no time le got to go orh orh, working later. see ya guys will update again.
"Somethings Never Comes, When Somethings Never Goes"
31 May 2005
So Suay
So Suay, got a flu virus in me casuing me so much misery, reaching a fever up to 38 degree..., bones and joints aching so much till i can't walk a lot, just like an old man walking when i am on my way to see the doctor yesterday, it costs me 79 dollar omg, that is two day of my salary. haiz what to do suay is suay got sickness forever like that.
24 May 2005
Bday coming....coming....
HeHe, my birthday is coming again in less than one month. hmmm will be planning to celebrate early so people who are close to me, make urself free ok preferbably on the first week of june, hehe cos need to celebrate with someone there also, cannot miss him out one hahhahahhaa.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
19 May 2005
Tiring Legs....
Hihi, another post from me again hahaha anyway it is my blog, who can post other than me. Bleah...
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
"Being Friends Is Sometimes Better Than Being In A Relationships"
"New Experience Never Earn When You Never Encounter"
18 May 2005
People Say Home Sweet Home....
Hi, Dear People Who Have Been Reading My Blog... Thank You All For Putting In The Effort, I Am Very Happy About It.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
SO BAD!!!!
Another Nice Song - 可惜我是水瓶座
原来你这样珍惜我
从前在热恋中都未听讲过
别说这种行货
哪里留得住我
到底是为什么分手你很清楚
如可笨到底
但到底 还是我
谁人待我好 待我差 太清楚
想继续装傻
却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕那些人
盲目到不计后果
我就回去 别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会 要是再会 更加心碎
要是回去 没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情 我都赶我自己出去
犹如最结实的堡垒
原来在 逐点崩溃 逐点粉碎
极固执的如我
也会捱不下去
每天扮著幸福
始终有些心虚
如可笨到底
但到底 还是我
谁人待我好 待我差 太清楚
想继续装傻
却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕有些人
盲目到不计后果
我就回去 别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会 要是再会 更加心碎
要是回去 没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情 我都赶我自己出去
16 May 2005
Nice Song Depicting Sad Love - 好心好报
落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日後同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
我决意爱他祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
还看着你(他会感动吗)看你在悬崖走路
他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)只照顾自己
我惯了爱他你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
最受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
情况坏到(他也许做到)你信任来年一日
他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到
我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
好人恕我未能做到
你当我是知己我看得到
我当你是一生前途
彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
怎么好都等不到
怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
好从来都知你好(未够好)
为何他不够好(我不够好)
原来我又与他拥抱
仍然相信我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道
14 May 2005
What the Tee Tee Ta Tee Too
Hi people, here I am again,
Hmmm today quite a day for me, oshhh. went over to slept at Wilson's house for the night so that I think that I can wake up in the morning and go to school, but in the end, haiz still snoozing the alarm and stop the alarm. When over at his house, something happen which did not happen to me for quite some time le. Hahaha, Had a weird dream dreamt about people that I have never meet for some time le.
Hmmm, well that is just nothing, because in the afternoon there is nothing much for us to do, so me together with Wilson, Terence and Weiliang, we went over to Hemisphere there to have out afternoon tea. Niceman, long time dun have this kind of life, keep working working working and playing with the things that I have been going on. Which is about the school thingy, strezz is compiling at home, everythings just don't seems to be in the right place for me.
My birthday is coming soon leh haha, have to start compiling my list le, hopefully I can get what I wan. Hahaha.
Hmmm today quite a day for me, oshhh. went over to slept at Wilson's house for the night so that I think that I can wake up in the morning and go to school, but in the end, haiz still snoozing the alarm and stop the alarm. When over at his house, something happen which did not happen to me for quite some time le. Hahaha, Had a weird dream dreamt about people that I have never meet for some time le.
Hmmm, well that is just nothing, because in the afternoon there is nothing much for us to do, so me together with Wilson, Terence and Weiliang, we went over to Hemisphere there to have out afternoon tea. Niceman, long time dun have this kind of life, keep working working working and playing with the things that I have been going on. Which is about the school thingy, strezz is compiling at home, everythings just don't seems to be in the right place for me.
My birthday is coming soon leh haha, have to start compiling my list le, hopefully I can get what I wan. Hahaha.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
"Time Heals Everything In The End; Wounds Of Heart Takes Forever"
10 May 2005
Man After Party
HiYa, people, this picture very man ya, cos the T____ is out, Donan is BACK.
Can't believe i am another person totally.
"Sone Things Never Come, When Some Things Never Goes"
09 May 2005
Finally, Back to Reality....
Hmmmm, after that day of fun, it is very tiring. So the feeling of being another person is great.
I am being treated like what I always say about myself. The feeling is so good, I love it guys.
That day is a damn busy day. We arrived at the hotel, and guess what, they have not prepare the room for us, still in the midst of room cleaning, that take my time for other preparation away, so bad, they should compensate us with some things ya? HaHa
But, it is ok, we went for some swimming, ohhh there is one nice person there, everything is so perfect. Wagagaga. Hmmm, details cannot be reveal la, unless haha u ask me personally.
The time has come, we went through hours of preparation, which took about few hours, I had grastic problem in the evening and nite, sadz cannot enjoy all the drinks that is being brought to the hotel. haiz.
We had a lot of great time over there, people are shocked to see me, wonder why???? Hahaha, dun tell u. bleah
That night is difficult to sleep, it is very cold, noone offer blanket for me, sadz i wan someone to take care of me , booohooohooohoo haha. But ok la not only me who is cold, someone also accompany me, they are alvin and wilson, so nice nice to hug hehe.
The next morning is so noisy, can't have a good nice sleep also, lucky they went out for breakfast, that allow me and terence to have sufficient space to enjoy at least one hour of sleep without any disturbance, after that when they come back, oshhh, it is noisy again cannot sleep already.
The rest of the day is not bad, we went to hemi there and had our lunch, well, as we are so bitchy, there are lotsa things for us to comment on the food, haha. Guess what, we saw Jerald's sister and mother there, surprise to see them, after seeing them we have to wagagaga have some action ya. Hahaha
After that, everyone went back to their home, cos later at night, me wilson, and terence are going to see hair show. Hmmmm tired tired tired.
Got to go le. no time to prepare later, haha. got time i blog again. see ya
I am being treated like what I always say about myself. The feeling is so good, I love it guys.
That day is a damn busy day. We arrived at the hotel, and guess what, they have not prepare the room for us, still in the midst of room cleaning, that take my time for other preparation away, so bad, they should compensate us with some things ya? HaHa
But, it is ok, we went for some swimming, ohhh there is one nice person there, everything is so perfect. Wagagaga. Hmmm, details cannot be reveal la, unless haha u ask me personally.
The time has come, we went through hours of preparation, which took about few hours, I had grastic problem in the evening and nite, sadz cannot enjoy all the drinks that is being brought to the hotel. haiz.
We had a lot of great time over there, people are shocked to see me, wonder why???? Hahaha, dun tell u. bleah
That night is difficult to sleep, it is very cold, noone offer blanket for me, sadz i wan someone to take care of me , booohooohooohoo haha. But ok la not only me who is cold, someone also accompany me, they are alvin and wilson, so nice nice to hug hehe.
The next morning is so noisy, can't have a good nice sleep also, lucky they went out for breakfast, that allow me and terence to have sufficient space to enjoy at least one hour of sleep without any disturbance, after that when they come back, oshhh, it is noisy again cannot sleep already.
The rest of the day is not bad, we went to hemi there and had our lunch, well, as we are so bitchy, there are lotsa things for us to comment on the food, haha. Guess what, we saw Jerald's sister and mother there, surprise to see them, after seeing them we have to wagagaga have some action ya. Hahaha
After that, everyone went back to their home, cos later at night, me wilson, and terence are going to see hair show. Hmmmm tired tired tired.
Got to go le. no time to prepare later, haha. got time i blog again. see ya
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
06 May 2005
Anticipated Day is Coming
Phew, after so many days of preparation, the day is coming which is tomorrow, I have prepared lotsa things man. And now broke le, so pathethic haha.
Going to bring lotsa things already to make myself nice nice, I also dun understand why I keep spending money. Hmmmm, must learn how to savve money le.
My nails, omg, it is so difficult to do, do halfway like dun noe do how many hour like that, yucks.
Hmmm time to get to sleep, if not, not enough energy for the day.
Going to bring lotsa things already to make myself nice nice, I also dun understand why I keep spending money. Hmmmm, must learn how to savve money le.
My nails, omg, it is so difficult to do, do halfway like dun noe do how many hour like that, yucks.
Hmmm time to get to sleep, if not, not enough energy for the day.
04 May 2005
On the Way Home
Yo Yo Yo, ppls, nice outfit ya, no la a bit too casual. Haha But it look nice on me :p just taken today on my way home after my band sectionals, hmmmm, my conductor is coming on every thursday now, I should go and change my sechdule already haha.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
High Tea In West Coast
Cool picture taken ya? Just finish afternoon tea. Long time never enjoy my afternoon le. So happy. Bleah.
"Some Thing Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
03 May 2005
Nice Euphonium
Wow, Nice Euphonium, haha i will be playing this euphonium, am so happy. but depends la next time take my trombone and come come see see haha
"Some Things Never Come When Some Things Never Goes"
26 April 2005
Another Boring Day
Hmmm,
Recently, just went to dye my hair again. OMG. i spend quite a lot of money but what to do i am not a thrifter haha.
Things are happening non-stop, my cough is still bad the sore throat is coming back again, look like things are not going on smoothly for me.
But nevertheless it is great to have the friends with me, we went out a lot, having fun times together. Oooo my friend haha Wilson have done something to his hair le. look so cute hehe.
We are going to have a party next week le, i can't wait for that day to come, cos i am pretty haha. But it seems that we have a lot of work to do and prepare ya. Till next time when i am free. See ya.
Recently, just went to dye my hair again. OMG. i spend quite a lot of money but what to do i am not a thrifter haha.
Things are happening non-stop, my cough is still bad the sore throat is coming back again, look like things are not going on smoothly for me.
But nevertheless it is great to have the friends with me, we went out a lot, having fun times together. Oooo my friend haha Wilson have done something to his hair le. look so cute hehe.
We are going to have a party next week le, i can't wait for that day to come, cos i am pretty haha. But it seems that we have a lot of work to do and prepare ya. Till next time when i am free. See ya.
"Some Things Never Come When Some Things Never Goes"
21 April 2005
Finally
hihi,
Finally, after some time, I got a blog hahahaha. Actually, i got this blog also not sure what to do, haha nothing to post and dun have much pictures. anyway first time so wait for some time ya. wagagaga
JaNe
Finally, after some time, I got a blog hahahaha. Actually, i got this blog also not sure what to do, haha nothing to post and dun have much pictures. anyway first time so wait for some time ya. wagagaga
JaNe
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