31 May 2005
So Suay
So Suay, got a flu virus in me casuing me so much misery, reaching a fever up to 38 degree..., bones and joints aching so much till i can't walk a lot, just like an old man walking when i am on my way to see the doctor yesterday, it costs me 79 dollar omg, that is two day of my salary. haiz what to do suay is suay got sickness forever like that.
24 May 2005
Bday coming....coming....
HeHe, my birthday is coming again in less than one month. hmmm will be planning to celebrate early so people who are close to me, make urself free ok preferbably on the first week of june, hehe cos need to celebrate with someone there also, cannot miss him out one hahhahahhaa.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
19 May 2005
Tiring Legs....
Hihi, another post from me again hahaha anyway it is my blog, who can post other than me. Bleah...
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
"Being Friends Is Sometimes Better Than Being In A Relationships"
"New Experience Never Earn When You Never Encounter"
18 May 2005
People Say Home Sweet Home....
Hi, Dear People Who Have Been Reading My Blog... Thank You All For Putting In The Effort, I Am Very Happy About It.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
SO BAD!!!!
Another Nice Song - 可惜我是水瓶座
原来你这样珍惜我
从前在热恋中都未听讲过
别说这种行货
哪里留得住我
到底是为什么分手你很清楚
如可笨到底
但到底 还是我
谁人待我好 待我差 太清楚
想继续装傻
却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕那些人
盲目到不计后果
我就回去 别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会 要是再会 更加心碎
要是回去 没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情 我都赶我自己出去
犹如最结实的堡垒
原来在 逐点崩溃 逐点粉碎
极固执的如我
也会捱不下去
每天扮著幸福
始终有些心虚
如可笨到底
但到底 还是我
谁人待我好 待我差 太清楚
想继续装傻
却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕有些人
盲目到不计后果
我就回去 别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会 要是再会 更加心碎
要是回去 没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情 我都赶我自己出去
16 May 2005
Nice Song Depicting Sad Love - 好心好报
落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日後同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
我决意爱他祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
还看着你(他会感动吗)看你在悬崖走路
他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)只照顾自己
我惯了爱他你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
最受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
情况坏到(他也许做到)你信任来年一日
他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到
我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
好人恕我未能做到
你当我是知己我看得到
我当你是一生前途
彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
怎么好都等不到
怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬
但愿为你好
好从来都知你好(未够好)
为何他不够好(我不够好)
原来我又与他拥抱
仍然相信我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道
14 May 2005
What the Tee Tee Ta Tee Too
Hi people, here I am again,
Hmmm today quite a day for me, oshhh. went over to slept at Wilson's house for the night so that I think that I can wake up in the morning and go to school, but in the end, haiz still snoozing the alarm and stop the alarm. When over at his house, something happen which did not happen to me for quite some time le. Hahaha, Had a weird dream dreamt about people that I have never meet for some time le.
Hmmm, well that is just nothing, because in the afternoon there is nothing much for us to do, so me together with Wilson, Terence and Weiliang, we went over to Hemisphere there to have out afternoon tea. Niceman, long time dun have this kind of life, keep working working working and playing with the things that I have been going on. Which is about the school thingy, strezz is compiling at home, everythings just don't seems to be in the right place for me.
My birthday is coming soon leh haha, have to start compiling my list le, hopefully I can get what I wan. Hahaha.
Hmmm today quite a day for me, oshhh. went over to slept at Wilson's house for the night so that I think that I can wake up in the morning and go to school, but in the end, haiz still snoozing the alarm and stop the alarm. When over at his house, something happen which did not happen to me for quite some time le. Hahaha, Had a weird dream dreamt about people that I have never meet for some time le.
Hmmm, well that is just nothing, because in the afternoon there is nothing much for us to do, so me together with Wilson, Terence and Weiliang, we went over to Hemisphere there to have out afternoon tea. Niceman, long time dun have this kind of life, keep working working working and playing with the things that I have been going on. Which is about the school thingy, strezz is compiling at home, everythings just don't seems to be in the right place for me.
My birthday is coming soon leh haha, have to start compiling my list le, hopefully I can get what I wan. Hahaha.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
"Time Heals Everything In The End; Wounds Of Heart Takes Forever"
10 May 2005
Man After Party
HiYa, people, this picture very man ya, cos the T____ is out, Donan is BACK.
Can't believe i am another person totally.
"Sone Things Never Come, When Some Things Never Goes"
09 May 2005
Finally, Back to Reality....
Hmmmm, after that day of fun, it is very tiring. So the feeling of being another person is great.
I am being treated like what I always say about myself. The feeling is so good, I love it guys.
That day is a damn busy day. We arrived at the hotel, and guess what, they have not prepare the room for us, still in the midst of room cleaning, that take my time for other preparation away, so bad, they should compensate us with some things ya? HaHa
But, it is ok, we went for some swimming, ohhh there is one nice person there, everything is so perfect. Wagagaga. Hmmm, details cannot be reveal la, unless haha u ask me personally.
The time has come, we went through hours of preparation, which took about few hours, I had grastic problem in the evening and nite, sadz cannot enjoy all the drinks that is being brought to the hotel. haiz.
We had a lot of great time over there, people are shocked to see me, wonder why???? Hahaha, dun tell u. bleah
That night is difficult to sleep, it is very cold, noone offer blanket for me, sadz i wan someone to take care of me , booohooohooohoo haha. But ok la not only me who is cold, someone also accompany me, they are alvin and wilson, so nice nice to hug hehe.
The next morning is so noisy, can't have a good nice sleep also, lucky they went out for breakfast, that allow me and terence to have sufficient space to enjoy at least one hour of sleep without any disturbance, after that when they come back, oshhh, it is noisy again cannot sleep already.
The rest of the day is not bad, we went to hemi there and had our lunch, well, as we are so bitchy, there are lotsa things for us to comment on the food, haha. Guess what, we saw Jerald's sister and mother there, surprise to see them, after seeing them we have to wagagaga have some action ya. Hahaha
After that, everyone went back to their home, cos later at night, me wilson, and terence are going to see hair show. Hmmmm tired tired tired.
Got to go le. no time to prepare later, haha. got time i blog again. see ya
I am being treated like what I always say about myself. The feeling is so good, I love it guys.
That day is a damn busy day. We arrived at the hotel, and guess what, they have not prepare the room for us, still in the midst of room cleaning, that take my time for other preparation away, so bad, they should compensate us with some things ya? HaHa
But, it is ok, we went for some swimming, ohhh there is one nice person there, everything is so perfect. Wagagaga. Hmmm, details cannot be reveal la, unless haha u ask me personally.
The time has come, we went through hours of preparation, which took about few hours, I had grastic problem in the evening and nite, sadz cannot enjoy all the drinks that is being brought to the hotel. haiz.
We had a lot of great time over there, people are shocked to see me, wonder why???? Hahaha, dun tell u. bleah
That night is difficult to sleep, it is very cold, noone offer blanket for me, sadz i wan someone to take care of me , booohooohooohoo haha. But ok la not only me who is cold, someone also accompany me, they are alvin and wilson, so nice nice to hug hehe.
The next morning is so noisy, can't have a good nice sleep also, lucky they went out for breakfast, that allow me and terence to have sufficient space to enjoy at least one hour of sleep without any disturbance, after that when they come back, oshhh, it is noisy again cannot sleep already.
The rest of the day is not bad, we went to hemi there and had our lunch, well, as we are so bitchy, there are lotsa things for us to comment on the food, haha. Guess what, we saw Jerald's sister and mother there, surprise to see them, after seeing them we have to wagagaga have some action ya. Hahaha
After that, everyone went back to their home, cos later at night, me wilson, and terence are going to see hair show. Hmmmm tired tired tired.
Got to go le. no time to prepare later, haha. got time i blog again. see ya
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
06 May 2005
Anticipated Day is Coming
Phew, after so many days of preparation, the day is coming which is tomorrow, I have prepared lotsa things man. And now broke le, so pathethic haha.
Going to bring lotsa things already to make myself nice nice, I also dun understand why I keep spending money. Hmmmm, must learn how to savve money le.
My nails, omg, it is so difficult to do, do halfway like dun noe do how many hour like that, yucks.
Hmmm time to get to sleep, if not, not enough energy for the day.
Going to bring lotsa things already to make myself nice nice, I also dun understand why I keep spending money. Hmmmm, must learn how to savve money le.
My nails, omg, it is so difficult to do, do halfway like dun noe do how many hour like that, yucks.
Hmmm time to get to sleep, if not, not enough energy for the day.
04 May 2005
On the Way Home
Yo Yo Yo, ppls, nice outfit ya, no la a bit too casual. Haha But it look nice on me :p just taken today on my way home after my band sectionals, hmmmm, my conductor is coming on every thursday now, I should go and change my sechdule already haha.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
High Tea In West Coast
Cool picture taken ya? Just finish afternoon tea. Long time never enjoy my afternoon le. So happy. Bleah.
"Some Thing Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
03 May 2005
Nice Euphonium
Wow, Nice Euphonium, haha i will be playing this euphonium, am so happy. but depends la next time take my trombone and come come see see haha
"Some Things Never Come When Some Things Never Goes"
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