What A Fine Day

Hi people,

haiz, it is not a good week after all. thinking thatmy good friend wilson is booking out for the first time after two weeks, everything will be nice, but it turn out not to be, that day my temper rises incredibly fast, maybe due to the lack of sleep tat i have, things is not that right ya, sorry.

am so tired that night that when i pop on the bed already i dun noe whether i sleep so fast saying some dream words out or that i am not yet asleep. things is so blur and uncertain. Maybe i am not so good afterall, really an ah "beng".

even when bowling, my focus is all over the place, cannot really play properly. sucks. my average dropped dropped dropped.

after two weeks le, happy to see wilson, which i think everyone is feeling the same way, because of the absence of one friend everytime, but that day is different. it is like everything is back to normal except my temper la.

"Time Heals Everything And Washes Memories That Is Not Good"

Second Night In Camp

hi peeps,

tonight is the second night that i am in the band camp that i have went. well the food still sucks forevee, the food in school just cannot be trusted to be eaten by human beings. it is not that i am picky about food but that is the whole thing whereby i think that since i am paying the money for the food, definitely i will need to ask for good food right???

hmmm Since yesterday i have only slept for about two hours, and i am using the coffee to keep me awake, today my mood swings again, it has not happen since last few month back maybe after the time when i cock up the project that i am doing for my boss.

one thing is that i think well maybe i am too sensitive or what la, it is that well last time when i go to band practice or anything that has to be organised by the band in .... it just seems so right that i am in the place whereby we can joke about everything, but now it is hmmmm i am just like out of the palce like that like i am making a fool of myself. maybe it is that the3re are new year one for the band camp.

haiz
i also dun noe what to say just feeling so sianz now, feel like going home but not to my own home, my home just sucks, my laptop have to be send for sericing already so the next few day i might not be online and will not be able to update my blog le...... haiz..... nothing to say.....

"Things Might Be Easier If U View It At a Simple Way"

First Night In Camp

Hi people, today is the first night in my Band Camp. hmmm went bowling with terence just now and it sucks man, how can me play until so bad that haiz also dun noe what happen to me. play until so bad. saturday how????? sakali he come out le he two weeks never play then wait play better than me wait i malu. haiz but never mind la everyone just need to improve no matter how good you are.

Definitely somethings are not worth to be waited for, but humans what can we do? we can only repeat the mistakes then we know how to learn ma. things might not be easy to let go, but try out best which is what humand are good at saying especially when they are on the stage "i think i give my best" haha.

oh shit i forgot to message my mother that i am going for a camp sianz

IN life, nothing is impossible for us and nothing is possible unless we went all ahead and achieve it. sometime feel so sianz about being in this circle but i like being pampered and like to have someone to whine. hehe

last sunday is the worst bday i ever have in all my years since i know how to celebrate my bday with my friends rather than my family members. whole day nothing to do, noone ask me out, no present is being given to me. what a lonely bday. thinking that at night, it might be better, but worse, when went over there to watch the competition, so pathethic, only two groups, and definitely the best out of the best will be in the finals la, but haiz dun think they can make it unless they change the dancers. after that went to onyx there, sucks sucks sucks, the crowd is like dead crowd and the music sianz to the bordom that i think i only move my body for one or two songs only. worse bday. haiz haiz haiz

well well well i got new things that i have already which is the new modem that can use wirelessly haha, that is very cool. and i got one ipod shuffle, it is small but i dun have any nice songs for me to put insde to hear because i cannot convert my protected wma files to mp3 haiz haiz haiz.

today also very suay, my firewire is spoil, cannot detect my external cd/dvd rom drive, so sickening. spoiling my whole day again, sianz sianz sianz.

"Time Heals Wounds, Allowing U To Move On"

Today Is My Bday

Haiz, this year my birthday is damn boring, although there are messages from my friends and i really appreciated but what the *toot* i doing. doing nothing the whole day only until at night.

i dun think my family also remember that today is my birthday.... Sometimes, things get very tired. i also dun noe why. everything just seem to cramp up. only time when i feel at ease is only when i am sleeping not at my home. because sleeping does not require u to think so much. although there are dreams.....

nothing to say le just boring.

野孩子 - 杨千嬅

野孩子 - 杨千嬅

就算只谈一场感情除外都是一时虚荣

不等于在蜜月套房游玩过就可自入自出仙境

情愿获得你的尊敬承受太高傲的罪名

挤得进你臂弯如情怀渐冷未算孤苦也伶仃

*明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此

但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子

朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我

若果亲手抱住或者不必如此

许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子

不受命令就是一种最坏名字

笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子

连没有幸福都不介意

若我依然坚持忠诚难道你又适合安定

真可惜说要吻我的还未吻自己就梦中苏醒

离场是否有点失敬还是更轰烈的剧情

必需有这结果才能怀念我让我於荒野驰骋

明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此

但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子

朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我

若果亲手抱住或者不必如此

许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子

不受命令就是一种最坏名字

我笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子

连没有幸福都不介意

Boring Day

HI people, haiz these days quite boring ya, luckily still got terence and chriz they all at least we went out together to chit chat, anyway most of us have nothing much to do, well well well terence concert is coming up soon already, he said that it will be nice to hear ba cos most of the piece is what we know already haha. we will wait for the day to come le then i listen.

this year the bday is a bit quiet haiz, everyone is busy with their own things, some of them mia.... also dun noe.... where is the group last time..... although i mia before la haha...

we went to onyx there for the opening on sunday with terence and michael, wow there is nice man if u like happy u will like there more ba this is what i think. although the music beat over there is standard, it still prove a bit difficult to dance. but nevertheless, everyone eyes are busy, i keep wondering who notice me, and wow so many people there got chance or not hahahhahaha. wishful thinking....

everytime when something happen things is always stressful. how i wish i can strike a lottery now, then my things will all be settle dun have to think so much. Life is not a good thing and the world is a very practical place where everyone keep saying "no la, i not forcing you" but when they keep talking they will ask for other things for return keep thinking that it is easy to manipulate the heart. although money is not the most important thing in this world but it can be prove to be useful at times.....

"Time Passes By, Heart Cold Again, Waiting For It To Be Heal And Warm Again"

One Day Passed By

it is sad very sad damn lotsa sad. memories pouring in haiz. dun noe whats gotten into me yesterday, i was into the kind of relam that he have. what the f**k man. it will only be few weeks before we can come out again. so guess have to endure. been long time since tear come down. but glad that it did. haha. at least it might be a sign still that i am still having a heart of a normal person....

wondering how everyone is. not sure whether my bday will be fun.... hopefully it will be as fun as last year as some of the people is not in the picture. what i can say is, hmmmm thank you for being there some time.

to people who always think wow, hor hor, i like him nah that is not possible, i done those thing because it is a good friend i dun wan to miss. friends are easy to be with but good friend are hard to come by especially when you spend some of the time out of most of the time you have together.

things is always as simple as it look, so dun think things as so complicated. love can only be grown from liking, and liking can only grow from friends who are nice or with their own preference.

kids and children does not know how to differentiate these things, therefore things are always vrey fast for them, and there they are complainging about this and that. even if they understand the difference, they know know the skinz.

these two weeks guess will have to make just about it. even if he came out already he will not have much time also, as have to arrange to make sure that family members have time to spend with. haha.....

"Time Will Change Everything, As It Always Heals Wounds Over Time"

So Little Time

Hmm, here i am back again, it has been a long time since i have blog already, hmmm my laptop is not with me, and now i am at wilson house bloging this post haha. this post is not so well done la but will edit when i have time.

hmmm feeling a bit sad these days, wilson going army soon le, argh, short of one person going clubbing to shake the body, short of one palce to go and stay over, and short of one person to practice bowling with me, then some more short of one person who know how to sing. it is a sad thing argh....

so from today till the day he enlist, going to stay with him le. will miss him badly. haiz... why why why must choose june to go in wor. june is my holiday can play one hor right. hahaha but anyway hope that when he go in he will be all well lo.everything is smooth for him.

he is a good friend, everyone is a good friend... so next time i think when we go clubbing hor, body not moving so much le la, maybe eyes move more. hahaha but hopefully will not result to that la spend money go in there see guys meh hahhaa we should enjoy ourself ma.

sometime hor people are just born to be your friend ya? some people are just born to have a small fate thingy with you. there is one story that if i am not wrong is that, there is one girl who died along the road in ancient time la. then got two guy walk past her. the first guy only use his jacket to cover her body but did not bury her, after a while when the second guy walk past he got the initiative to dig a hole and give her a proper burial, then after that in next life, things is unpredictable ma, she went steady with the first guy that she met last life who give her the jacket one but she broke up with him after that and marry the second guy who gave her a proper burial last life. hmmm i wonder when will hahaha the guy that is going to marry me one come leh???? bleah. haha

ok.... no time le got to go orh orh, working later. see ya guys will update again.

"Somethings Never Comes, When Somethings Never Goes"