Back To Square One

hi people, it has been a long time since i post an entries in the blog le..... last few week still ok lo, everyone is busy with their own things, but at least we do hang out together, the day before yesterday is national day, i went to the esplanade area there with terence, jayden and alvin to watch the fireworks live. it just went boom boom boom and it is damn pretty.

just have a sudden thinking, hmmm fireworks are pretty but they do not last, does it goes for every relationship for me??? maybe i am too stuborn ba, that is why haven been moving on much. everything is just back to square one for me le....

anyway i think that sometime being single is still a better choice although i keep complaining that i do not have someone with me to do intimate things like what other couples are doing. but that is ok, at least i have my friends, esp terence, alvin, chriz and wilson, they are nice people and they are a nice friend to me, tolerating my nonscence most of the time.

i might be a bit stupid ba, sometime when it is time to let go le, should let go, what is the point of hanging onto something that it will not last right? sometime wondering what i am believing in, someone who is my one out there waiting for me???? hmmmm, maybe that is true but definitely i think it will not come ba.

been thinking about some things after the fireworks, maybe it is time to let go and carry on but in a slower pace than ever.

"Being Realistic Is Human Nature"

"Letting Go Is Hard But It Is A Phase Human Goes Through"