如果你不小心想起我

如果你不小心想起我

Saw the programme SPOP Hurray today....... this was the last song that was being sung today at the end of the show, by someone call CHAN LUN 展伦, hmmmm, not sure who he is. but definitely the song I heard before.... well, this version is not his one la, it is performed by 林志炫. He is a very good singer..... wow.... enjoy ppl, if you understand the lyrics, that will be damned good la..... without experience there will be no feeling...... old songs are nice..... lyrics are meaningful.....

BLAH BLAH BLAH

COPE UP AT HOME DOING NOTHING EXCEPT IRONING MY CLOTHES..... WATCHING ANIME........ ARGH LIFE IS SO BORING.....

NICE SONGS AGAIN..... LYRICS ALSO DAMNED NICE...... VOICE NICE....... PRETTY LOOKS......

WONDER WHEN I CAN CUT A RECORD..... WAHAHAHAHA.....

What A day....

Today it was a day of tears for me especially for my left eye...... Ha ha..... Cos think I got irritated sore eyes...... but still I manage to attend the Cohesion Gathering for my current Dept that I am working in the Army....

My eyes cannot take the Strong Sunlight..... got to wear the shades when I am going out in the afternoon..... everyone who attended the gathering had a great day..... they were all busy plotting how to throw CK into the sea making him wet... well because his birthday is on the next day...... Bought the Macha Macha aka Green Tea Cake from BreadTalk.....

Hmmm, it was the first time that I heard that BreadTalk do not accept any forms of card payment, somemore the outlet is in Plaza Singapura..... How can this be HAPPENING?

The cake taste nice, but haiz, kids will be kids, throwing cakes around again.... only half of the cake left is edible......

Eyes still tearing a bit now..... been having all kind of sickness..... wondering what is wrong with my body..... trying to reject something??? Hmmm, we shall see about it ba.... cheers ppl.....

十二星座的暧昧指数?

双子座

从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失，爱情与暧昧，双子竟拥有同样的心境。想要爱情的灼热，又怕被爱烧伤，太多时候他们都是在爱与痛的边缘若即若离。深了，怕暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤；浅了，怕根本留不下什么回忆。于是双子变成一棵带刺的玫瑰，可以暧昧的开，也可以纯洁的香。

TIRED

ooooo, today first time after so long, i fall asleep in the train and overshot..... alighted at yck..... hmmmmm, dun noe..... another shack day for me..... turning in early today.... before that. must intro this song.... by joey..... nice nice....

零時零分

Saw Something That Still Trigger...........

It was after the weekend which was supposed to have something going on in camp, but it did not happen, I went back to camp today as usual, morning have to do some work in other camp, than got to do my duty in the afternoon for two hours straight for each slot. It was a torture, but what to do, just suck it up.... my head is aching again, this time more serious than what I experience in the early stage during BMT time...... been days since it has come back to me, does it like me so much that it always pester me? Hmmmm, thinking of that, maybe..... some ppl life is just laid down in this way....... it is either this or that...... it might also be a blessing for me.... if I dun experience this, there might be some other painful things that I will encounter......

This evening, I saw someone who reminds me of a special friends..... they do not look alike but the conditions that they have are alike...... the charm of a guy is really only after when you have children of your own...... It was only the warmth and life that noone will have it cos it is the second stage of life..... The feeling is the most important as it always affect ppl on how they think of your action.....

It is a natural cycle on how and what humans is going through....... maybe to some of us, it will be just a burden where it always obstruct what ever you want.... but without the burden, there will be no steps for us to take in order to move ourselves forward..... a burden that obstructs us doing what we want, obstructing our ideals, making us unable to achieve what we actually hope to achieve in a fairytale story.....

Time has past, we have grown,
Growing shall be, ideals gone......

If ever, a history is to repeat itself, I hope to be able to perceive this in another way of thinking...

More Posts

haha, really it is as what MOMO says, when there is nothing to do, there will be a lot of posts..... now than I understand...... wahahahaha

BLEACH

ooooo...... nothing to do sia...... say got the mob but dun have......... haiz
got to watch the japanese anime from youtube...... BLEACH. getting nicer but a bit time consuming, cos got a lot of episode already, have to start watching from the begining......

i search online regarding the mediciine that iam taking, hmmmm got side effect one de wor, will gain wieght.... but i am trying to lose weight here yet it say it will gain weight.... argh.....

CHINGAY PARADE OF DREAMS 2008

ooooo, it is chingay again, remembered i joined before but that was during my secondary school deays, was in the role of an ant.... diaoz....... why must i be an ant leh? also dun noe.....

this year the opening is quite nice and the show is still as usual ba... nothing fascinating except for the floats that is being showcase and the fire crackers??? haha......

well, unable to go out, due to some exercise that we have to be alert of, and some health problems, so got to watch the CHINGAY PARADE at home.....

well, almost time for me to rest liao.....

GOOD NIGHT SLEEP

Finally, can have a good night sleep without any giddiness, headache to bother me after I consume my anti-depressant pills...

Feel good with having some good sleep as always.....

范晓萱 - 眼泪

眼泪



青春若有张不老的脸
但愿她永远不被改变
许多梦想总编织太美
跟着迎接幻灭

爱上你是最快乐的事
却也换来最痛苦的悲
苦涩交错爱的甜美
我怎样都学不会ha......

oh 眼泪 眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪 忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变

孤单的感觉 你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪

oh 眼泪 眼泪流过无言的夜
心痛的滋味
oh 眼泪 擦干眼泪忘掉一切
曾有的眷恋

眼泪是苦 眼泪是伤悲 眼泪都是你 眼泪是甜 眼泪是昨天 眼泪不流泪

Terrible Night

Yesterday night was such a horrible night, everything was ok until when i reach home from camp, my whole body start to turn hot and cold..... ohhhh noooooo...... Fever coming......... it cause me to have an uneasy sleep. i keep turning around, my head was like a rocking chair, rocking to and fro, making me having the feeling of puking......

Still did not get any better now..... head is still spinning, on the verge of fainting during my duty....

What is HAPPENING?

V's Day

Once again, it is V's Day again, a lot of ppl say that if there is true love, everyday will be a V's Day, not just the day that ppl set it for us...

It is sweet to be together with someone u love/like..... so far, I only have 1 V's Day celebration. Although it was short, but it still leave an impression for me.....

Just a few more hours and the day will be over, changing to 150208. but, enjoy the time and accompany that you find, deserve and given to you. Cheers ppl.....

May Happiness Be With U All At All Times......

Guess Need Some Anti-Depressant Pills

This morning, waking up, feeling unsettled, feeling depressed, need some release.....

It was all of a sudden, I lost all my direction, all my logic, everything that I have been hanging on to.

If there is anything that I need in this world, I hope to be freed of this earthy world...

Whether I am a angel or devil who come from any world... Please Let Me Be With Them....

Jordin Sparks - Tattoo

Jordin Sparks Lyrics

谢谢

我们大家都变了吗? 是为了甚么而改变? 是变得更好还是不好呢?
在这个现代的世界，因为有很多因素，往往使人变的现实。可是人吗能够现实到那个程度?
当事实的真相摆在面前给你看的时候，你能够毫无反应的面对吗? 事实永远是残酷的，不会因为你而变得那么仁慈。


我也很渴望那一段纯纯而不染的恋情，可是能够吗?


今天的我以不相从前的我。现实，事实，世界，人格，包袱，责任，爱情，理想，这些东西都让我觉得累了。过往的冲劲现以不在了。


谢谢大家这些日子的容忍，体谅。

Through With Love

I not Stupid 2

change change change channel, than came to watch this show by chance, nowadays, can;t get to see these kind of shows. very practical, even home that are a whole will face child problems when it is not being handle properly. but even with good upbringing, they will still be rebellious as the minds know what exactly they want, but in reality they cannot get what they want.

everyone has a father and mother, some even have their grandparents living with them, but what is everything good on the surface when the communication between them is broken?

ppl with personal emotional problem tend to have communication breakdown with ppl, on surface is good and seems to get along with everyone but who knows they might be suffering inside because what other ppl see is the outside but not the inside.

by knowing a person for many many many years, do you think you can be one hundred percent sure that what character of that person or who you really is and what they really want, what they really think, what they will do at what time.

yes, no doubt, habits u can be sure. but what if one day his habit change and u never noticed it? everyone is busy with their own things because they have responsibilities that they need to account for. which in turn make them neglect some things that they do not deem important.

in your life, let us ponder, what is important and what is not important? did we throw away some issue that is important away? who understands you the most? yourself or ur confidant? what is under the lake whoose surface is calm? so many many many question that is to be answered, but who can answered? does god knows everything? if he does, is he able to do anything?



生命是自我掌控，但也不过如此罢了

Another me.........

Human are very weird creatures because we do not know what we are trying to convey our message across. Just saw a TV series; it is true, that no matter how much money you have in the world, true heart and the togetherness of a family.

Is it that I am afraid to take a step out? Or things have been set and decided? People who do not understand me might think that I am stubborn, but really some of the things are unpredictable. Some matters will be nothing to be accomplished even if I really wants it to happen where I wish for it everyday because who knows what will happen tomorrow.

I just want my friends and people who understand me to be happy always, and be freed of all worries. Do not worry about me as long as I know that you will always stand by my side no matter what happens. It is my blessing and my pleasure to know you, from initial stage of scary to what we are now. You know who you are. Thank you.

Why must there be so many meaning and perspective of words?

Is there a definite meaning to every word? No. it is because sometime words have different meaning depending on which kind of sentence you are using. As for perspective, it will be the user mind on how the word is being perceived.

They may think that a certain word is too harsh on them when it is being used. But to some other people, it is just a passing remark. But to others, it may be causing big emotional disturbance due to the fact of the different upbringing circumstances that everybody have.

Humans are always playing around with the words. Mainly it is because words can be used to hurt someone emotionally, but it can also counsel people effectively. There are a lot of pros and cons, depending on how you really use it.

CHU SAN

Went to Wilson's house and Alvin house again for the Lunar Chinese New Year Visit. Everyone had a great time together. I enjoyed myself too, at least I am happy after two days of boredom.... haha....

After having the dry swimming sessio at Alvin's house, some of us decided to catch the moive staring Fann Wong, but the timing was too late, so we switch to CJ7, the movie was funny and heartwarming, I even heard someone sniffling beside me..... haha....

A Trailer ba, FRIENDS FOREVER.... CHEERSSSSS

Da Yu 大雨

这一首歌曲很久了。它的CHORUS写著， 爱情会让人失去主张和方向。为什么会这么样呢? 这是因人而异的，我们好好的去揣摩一下吧， 可是我们先来回味这首由绝对SUPERSTAR 的DIYA和CARRIE演唱。

大雨

说真的我不是故意　

看见你和她在街头伫立　

我在犹豫该不该逃避

还是让你看见我在这里

天空间飘来的雨

滴滴洒落在我心里　

我在怀疑该不该躲你　

该不该躲这场雨

大雨就要开始不停的下

我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张

带我到没有爱情的地方

哦大雨就要开始不停的下

我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向

带我到没有爱情的地方

Which Day??

Again, it is Lunar Chinese New Year, this year is a Rat year, and last year is a Pig year, we have send the golden pig away, and welcome eh..... what rat is this year??? I dun noe leh....but nevertheless it always marks a begining of everything again in the lunar calendar..

Which day of the Chinese New Year you all like? Most of them will say ohhhh, definitely it is the new year eve and the first day of Chinese New Year, but it is not for me, I like other days rather than the eve and first day. Ppl can go house visiting and have all the fun, but I have to stay at home.... Other families do not have to prepare so many things, just the reunion dinner and maybe after that go to Chinatown to have some goodies shopping. but I dun have, have to stay at home... It is a total torture for me.... argh

If I have a choice, I might choose not to be involve in anything. let me believe in myself rather than them. Let Me Do What I Really Want...

Happy Lunar Chinese New Year

It is Lunar Chinese New Year Again, wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year.

万事如意，心想事成，财源滚滚。

《普通的人》

Just wanna be a normal person with a normal partner...

《普通的人》

我 不是爱听你嫌我笨 只是为多看你眼神

此刻幻想和他对调身份

他 比我讨好我都承认 那么容易让你心疼

无论我有多诚恳 还是没资格竞争

谈信任 我知道 不会输他几分

好知己 那么多 都成不了恋人

做情人 没天份 对爱我却比他更加奋不顾身

只想做个普通的人 却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身

做不到 一百分 但却爱得虔诚 想成为你爱的人

就算做个普通的人 却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻

无论你 肯不肯 我甘心作陪衬

为你保留 那对爱的天真

他 身边总是不缺情人 你需要拥抱说一声

什么原因我都不会过问

我 不能给你要的情份 却也会笑着做好人

自己有梦游症 表演单恋的剧本

谁认真 谁强韧 时间它会作证

他精彩 我沉闷 什么都愿牺牲

当相爱 和失恋 同一天发生我还是选择去等

无论你 肯不肯 我甘心作陪衬

总有一天 爱情它会成真

Tiring Day

Phew, had a tiring day in camp, it is rare for me to have an afternoon nap in camp especially in the guardroom, but today as we done a major spring cleaning, I think that is why i feel nice to sleep in the guardroom.... the fans are finally clean, the wind blowing out was strong, haha, shiok.....

Here I go again, spending money on some items that actually I can don't buy one, but never mind, spend already, no choice....

It's Near

The time is coming, it is faster than I thought....


Will people understand what it means by coming?


When they do, is it too late to amend?


Caged too long, will it be tamed?


When loose, Hell Break Loose?


Angel Comes From Hell Or Heaven?


The End

A thorn

Am I a Thorn? Today someone ask me to talk to someone, but I can't do that because the timing when we are able to work together is very limited.....

Coming to think of that, when I look at how and what is the way that I treat people/stranger, I find that I am really a thorn..... I have not get to know other people first, and I started to show my Thorns.

I guess it is normal, because we do not know what they want, and what they might do to us....so it is just a natural human reflex in thinking which makes ur behavior this way.

That is me.....

人质

她演唱的非常好，歌词写的也很好。

我们人在爱情里面，往往都是自己的人质，在不能确定要的是什么的时候，就把自己绑得紧紧的。

人质

歌手：张惠妹 专辑：我要快乐

我和你啊存在一种危险关系

彼此挟持这另一部份的自己

本以为这完整了爱的定义

那就乖乖的守护着你

相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏

规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近

你的温柔是我唯一沉溺

你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙

在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

如果爱是说什么都不能放

我不挣扎反正我也没差

人质在这一刻得到释放

相爱的纯粹落得如此下场

满意吗我们都别说谎

凡事顺其自然.........

凡事顺其自然， 有些事是可予不可求。
在这个世界，有很多东西都不是在我们的掌控之内。
比如，思想，人格，环境。

思想 - 我们都不能够一百%的了解自己，何况是别人。

人格和环境 - 因环境的变化，人格会变，有的要变得强悍，有的要友善，个个方面 都会变。


所以，别太执着，一切顺其自然。

PINK

Pink color, no idea why I love that color a lot. Personally, I think that pink color is very nice, very sweet and romantic, and that is all these reason that made me love pink alot. It all started with the Mighty Morphin Power Ranger..... remember that time I was still Primary 6 when the first season started, whenever the Pink Ranger is in action, I will be very excited. Up till now, I still can remember her name. Amy Jo Johnson. At that time, never really watched any much english movie or shows, subsequently lost track of her when she was out of the Ranger Team...

Went to do some research on the color Pink, a lot of website have different explanation.

For roses, there are two different shades of Pink, Deep Pink and Light Pink.
Deep Pink represents Gradtitude and Appreciation whereas Light Pink represents Admiration and Sympathy.
A pink carnation means "I Will never Forget U"

Pink is also a color of universal love, it is a quiet color, and only Lovers Of Beauty favors Pink. Haha. Pink also provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.

The most romantic color, pink, is more tranquilizing compared to red color.

In Chinese Feng Shui, Pink is of the fire element, and is always link with marriage & love.

Pink convey playfulness (hot pink flamingoes) and tenderness (pastel pinks). Multiple shades of pink and light purple or other pastels used together maintain the soft, delicate, and playful nature of pink.

Pink is nice one de lor.....