It was after the weekend which was supposed to have something going on in camp, but it did not happen, I went back to camp today as usual, morning have to do some work in other camp, than got to do my duty in the afternoon for two hours straight for each slot. It was a torture, but what to do, just suck it up.... my head is aching again, this time more serious than what I experience in the early stage during BMT time...... been days since it has come back to me, does it like me so much that it always pester me? Hmmmm, thinking of that, maybe..... some ppl life is just laid down in this way....... it is either this or that...... it might also be a blessing for me.... if I dun experience this, there might be some other painful things that I will encounter......
This evening, I saw someone who reminds me of a special friends..... they do not look alike but the conditions that they have are alike...... the charm of a guy is really only after when you have children of your own...... It was only the warmth and life that noone will have it cos it is the second stage of life..... The feeling is the most important as it always affect ppl on how they think of your action.....
It is a natural cycle on how and what humans is going through....... maybe to some of us, it will be just a burden where it always obstruct what ever you want.... but without the burden, there will be no steps for us to take in order to move ourselves forward..... a burden that obstructs us doing what we want, obstructing our ideals, making us unable to achieve what we actually hope to achieve in a fairytale story.....
Time has past, we have grown,
Growing shall be, ideals gone......
If ever, a history is to repeat itself, I hope to be able to perceive this in another way of thinking...
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