Which Day??

Again, it is Lunar Chinese New Year, this year is a Rat year, and last year is a Pig year, we have send the golden pig away, and welcome eh..... what rat is this year??? I dun noe leh....but nevertheless it always marks a begining of everything again in the lunar calendar..

Which day of the Chinese New Year you all like? Most of them will say ohhhh, definitely it is the new year eve and the first day of Chinese New Year, but it is not for me, I like other days rather than the eve and first day. Ppl can go house visiting and have all the fun, but I have to stay at home.... Other families do not have to prepare so many things, just the reunion dinner and maybe after that go to Chinatown to have some goodies shopping. but I dun have, have to stay at home... It is a total torture for me.... argh

If I have a choice, I might choose not to be involve in anything. let me believe in myself rather than them. Let Me Do What I Really Want...