Yesterday was a night to remember, instead of taking care of terence, the end part is that they have to take care of me because I am drunk.
There are five of us, Terence, Melvin, Melvyn, Edmund and Me. Shortly, not long after we reach, a friend of Melvin, named Henry joined us as he was alone at that particular point of time.
Melvin introduce his friend to us, at the point when he was introducing, I did not catch the name properly, so I asked melvin again, thinking that his name how come is pronouced as Hairy... haha.
The first look at the new friend..... hmmmm..... no fashion sense..... haha.... cos he was wearing a tie in the club.... his shirt is the stripes de..... then the tie is the circle circle pattern de.... I went over to ask him why is he wearing the tie to the club and guess what is the reply...
"The tie is to cover the buttons of the shirt"
OMG..... then I told him by the ear saying the tie is ugly, at the same time when I say that to him, my hand got into action.... OFF GOES THE TIE....
Everyone is happy, and I am happy for Terence, because it has been a long time since he drink happily in the club.... we ordered the Gin Tonic, Vodka Berry..... that is only the first round.... after the 4 jugs of drink was finished.... I feel that hmmmm it is not enough.... so I went to order another jug of a drink that we have not been drinking for some time.... LONG ISLAND TEA.....
I drank about half of the jug while the rest was finished by the rest of the gang.....
I am still ok at that time leh...... reallly really ok de..... then Melvin ask me to drink another shot of AK47.... haha I KO after that..... haha.... I AM LOUSY........ do u believe also another thing.... the amount is about 190+ for one night..... Faintz...
06 December 2009
06 November 2009
Dear Blog
My Dear Blog, some bitch bitch me today.
That is horrible, because she bitch like a stupid bitch.
I can only "ORHZ" and "MMMMM"........
I am on fury mode at that point of time.
WHY IS SHE A STUPID BITCH?
1) She ask me to pray to god that noone will want to get the laptop.
2) She cause the problem and expect us to solve it.
3) She assume that I should know everything.
4) She will comes up with nonsence when she do something wrong.
5) She is just doing work blindly and stupidly.
6) She mention she is not a queen.
Thankfully I did not pray to god, thankfully I solve it without her help, thankfully she is an OLD BITCH.....
Dear Blog, I will not tolerant next time ya? She will be dead next time if this situation happens again.
That is horrible, because she bitch like a stupid bitch.
I can only "ORHZ" and "MMMMM"........
I am on fury mode at that point of time.
WHY IS SHE A STUPID BITCH?
1) She ask me to pray to god that noone will want to get the laptop.
2) She cause the problem and expect us to solve it.
3) She assume that I should know everything.
4) She will comes up with nonsence when she do something wrong.
5) She is just doing work blindly and stupidly.
6) She mention she is not a queen.
Thankfully I did not pray to god, thankfully I solve it without her help, thankfully she is an OLD BITCH.....
Dear Blog, I will not tolerant next time ya? She will be dead next time if this situation happens again.
26 September 2009
06 July 2009
为何？
为何爱情是那么的甜蜜？
因为有了别人的关怀和关心。
为何有人会为了爱情痛哭柳笛？
因为他们的感情丰富。
为何有人会对失败的爱情若无其事？
因为他们麻木了。
为何伤心的人听到莫些歌时会感到伤悲？
因为回忆最美。
要如何走出伤悲呢？
就是让时间来冲淡一切。
需要多久呢？
就因人而异，有长或短。
因为有了别人的关怀和关心。
为何有人会为了爱情痛哭柳笛？
因为他们的感情丰富。
为何有人会对失败的爱情若无其事？
因为他们麻木了。
为何伤心的人听到莫些歌时会感到伤悲？
因为回忆最美。
要如何走出伤悲呢？
就是让时间来冲淡一切。
需要多久呢？
就因人而异，有长或短。
25 May 2009
Angels & Demon
Watch the movie by Tom Hanks yesterday night after 2 days of standing at the StarHub Prepaid Card Roadshow. It has been years since the retail days of standing for one whole day selling some product which i never have any product knowledge before in my life.
Well, after having some hard work, it is glad to enjoy a good movie which i think that it is good. the face behind an angel wahahaha is a demon.... Ppl who haven watch this movie, please go and watch.... you will be surprise... I will go and buy the book and read it in more details.
Ciao
Well, after having some hard work, it is glad to enjoy a good movie which i think that it is good. the face behind an angel wahahaha is a demon.... Ppl who haven watch this movie, please go and watch.... you will be surprise... I will go and buy the book and read it in more details.
Ciao
18 May 2009
YeStErDaY
Yesterday is the day when Donovan came back to Singapore because of some travelling documents issue....
In case you all don't know, Donovan is my REAL Godbrother, not those anyhow call one de.... haha.
Went to the BUdget terminal to welcome him, well, budget terminal is really budget.... so budget until you will not notice that oooohhhh we are here liao.... after welcoming him back, we went for dinner at old airport road.... awwwww.... SINFUL SINFUL cos ate too much oily things liao, must do a lot of exercise in order to compensate what I eat.
We went clubbing after that.... it is class. i like tha place but it is very cold..... wahahaha yesterday is also the day when i dance quite a lot since the why not times..... hahaha....
yesterday pass liao.... what about today??? haha today will be exercise.......
In case you all don't know, Donovan is my REAL Godbrother, not those anyhow call one de.... haha.
Went to the BUdget terminal to welcome him, well, budget terminal is really budget.... so budget until you will not notice that oooohhhh we are here liao.... after welcoming him back, we went for dinner at old airport road.... awwwww.... SINFUL SINFUL cos ate too much oily things liao, must do a lot of exercise in order to compensate what I eat.
We went clubbing after that.... it is class. i like tha place but it is very cold..... wahahaha yesterday is also the day when i dance quite a lot since the why not times..... hahaha....
yesterday pass liao.... what about today??? haha today will be exercise.......
30 April 2009
Yesterday shoik, gross....
Yesterday...... went some small shopping with my friend, after that went to K-BOX. I am so stupid, we can actually sing for 5 hours but hmmmm i had no idea so we only went for like about 3 hour plus.... after that caught a movie "WOLFVERINE"... so handsome hahaha.... handsome dun refer to wolfverine, but GAMBIT.... wahahaha...
when reached home, i found out something gross that had happen to me which i think i had no idea about it until i reached home.... haha
when i took off my shoe, oh there is a squash crockroach inside my shoe stuck in between the sole and my feet.... squashed into pieces... GEEZE
when reached home, i found out something gross that had happen to me which i think i had no idea about it until i reached home.... haha
when i took off my shoe, oh there is a squash crockroach inside my shoe stuck in between the sole and my feet.... squashed into pieces... GEEZE
13 April 2009
Remember the old times
Today i got back in touch with one of my very old friends which i miss them very much..... that was the days when we were together in band in school talking all sorts of nonsence. speaking of which, it reminds me of the time when i was in sec 2, we had the talentine, that time it was very popular de.... haha.... if u all still remember.... the breast was used to hang in the middle of the door to keep the spirits away.
my tears is dropping when i saw military bands marching and playing. i want to be with them again, i wan to relive the moments that we have together as a group of close friends.
surprising this is my 101th post ba.... haha.... congrates to me..... after so many years up, ppl already got dun noe how many post liao but i just reach 100 only......
I LOVE YOU GUYS..... RU, ISA, XUAN, KIAN WEE, SHIKIN, XIA, LING.... you all give me memories to remember....
my tears is dropping when i saw military bands marching and playing. i want to be with them again, i wan to relive the moments that we have together as a group of close friends.
surprising this is my 101th post ba.... haha.... congrates to me..... after so many years up, ppl already got dun noe how many post liao but i just reach 100 only......
I LOVE YOU GUYS..... RU, ISA, XUAN, KIAN WEE, SHIKIN, XIA, LING.... you all give me memories to remember....
07 March 2009
Down, Up, THAT's IT
My laptop is down and up again le.... yeahhhh....
DOWN
Humans dun have any abilities when they are born into this world... it is all my experience, learning then will they get to who and what they are. Everything always start from scratch.
When they feel down, they will think that they have no confidence in themselves. Why is this so?
Some people might feel confident of themselves because they think that they have confidence in them throughout their body, but often, as times goes by, they will become arrogant which a lot of people hates....
When we are down or with no confidence in ourselves, we will tend to be affected with what other people will be thinking.
So in this case we must try to build up the confidence that everybody needs, there are lots of ways to build the confidence in us, thus by building confidence in ourselves, then will we be able to go from the DOWN part to the UP part.
We dun build confidence at one second, it is always or maybe by experience, advice, appearance, socializing. It must be accumulated through time, just like wine, it must be brew and kept for few years, only then will the wine be consider good.
UP
When we have confidence in ourselves and when we feel confident of ourselves, only then will we reach the peak of our life, where we are able to do things our own way, achieve what is impossible to reach when we are down. But we must be content with what we have as greed is harmful. The more you take, the more you will lose.
When we achieve what we want or we achieve what is impossible for us to reach, it is THAT's IT, we are THERE...
DOWN
Humans dun have any abilities when they are born into this world... it is all my experience, learning then will they get to who and what they are. Everything always start from scratch.
When they feel down, they will think that they have no confidence in themselves. Why is this so?
Some people might feel confident of themselves because they think that they have confidence in them throughout their body, but often, as times goes by, they will become arrogant which a lot of people hates....
When we are down or with no confidence in ourselves, we will tend to be affected with what other people will be thinking.
So in this case we must try to build up the confidence that everybody needs, there are lots of ways to build the confidence in us, thus by building confidence in ourselves, then will we be able to go from the DOWN part to the UP part.
We dun build confidence at one second, it is always or maybe by experience, advice, appearance, socializing. It must be accumulated through time, just like wine, it must be brew and kept for few years, only then will the wine be consider good.
UP
When we have confidence in ourselves and when we feel confident of ourselves, only then will we reach the peak of our life, where we are able to do things our own way, achieve what is impossible to reach when we are down. But we must be content with what we have as greed is harmful. The more you take, the more you will lose.
When we achieve what we want or we achieve what is impossible for us to reach, it is THAT's IT, we are THERE...
17 February 2009
Omnia Sold
sell liao lo... no more pictures le..... must use camera liao not camera phone to take pictures any more liao...
OMNIA 8GB.... ANY TAKERS
I want to sell off the about 6 months old OMNIA 8GB any takers????
Omnia 8GB comes with ear piece, warranty, stylus, connectivity cable.
It is running on Win Mobile Professional 6.1. Hardware upgraded to latest.
Omnia 8GB comes with ear piece, warranty, stylus, connectivity cable.
It is running on Win Mobile Professional 6.1. Hardware upgraded to latest.
16 February 2009
10 February 2009
I'm Back, but M I Back..... haha
I am back again.... seems that this blog very quiet without postings.... sometimes dun noe what to blog....
Think from the first post till now, haven reach 100 post yet....
Am Tired from Mahjong today... luck is not with me.... but still manage to minimize the losing.
Recently able to use the facebook features in my office... it is a good thing but.... hmmmm boring everyday doing the same things, see the same features at that website...
Am starting to look back in my Primary school life, my secondary school life...
Starting to look back because one of my friend ask me where have I been all these years... just like this, vanish into thin air without contacting anyone...
Geez, actually I am here all along, just that things happen unpredictably in life.
Came across the song by Chen QiZhen, Lu Xing de Yi Yi. it is a nice song.... seems that her songs is nice and easy listening.
It describes about LOVE? What is LOVE?
Valentine's Day is coming again... Does ppl in this era know what is love? HAHA, here I go again...
My Life is exciting with my friends around...
Primary School - Felix, Yingwat, Kelvin, Jian Wei, and lastly my Best Primary School Friend, Guo Hao.
The first four name is my classmate for two years, and we form the POWER Rangers in our days. Guo Hao is my best friend since Primary 1, but we have lost contact after our PSLE... I really Hope they are doing fine and have great success in their life.
Secondary School - Isa (Great Buddies), Yiru, Huiling, Kaixia, Yexuan, Alvin, Kian Wee, Wong Huiling, Norashikin.
Just one group of great Buddies, friends who join the Military Band which was converted to Concert Band. Had great Dreams at that time, Great time with arguements. I remembered that time, I am under strict supervision by my Godmother, so I can only see them in school and our co-curicular activities, they make my secondary school life wonderful with great motivation.
They are the few who make my young days beautiful with colours. They accompany me through the music path. They also made me part of who I am now. Really thankful to them.
Now I have my dearest friends, brothers and sisters at this stage of life. They have brought my life to another stage where I learn to be mature-thinking(which I think I am when I am alone), they give care and concern.
Although everyone has their own character, behavior, but we compromise each other to keep the friendship together. I hope this will continue till the day I leave.
I missed the days, but
THOSE WERE THE DAYS
Once upon a time, there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours,
Think of all the great things we would do
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Then, the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If, by chance, I'd see you in the tavern,
We'd smile at one another and we'd say
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Just tonight, I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass, I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me?
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Through the door, there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh, my friend, we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts, the dreams are still the same
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Think from the first post till now, haven reach 100 post yet....
Am Tired from Mahjong today... luck is not with me.... but still manage to minimize the losing.
Recently able to use the facebook features in my office... it is a good thing but.... hmmmm boring everyday doing the same things, see the same features at that website...
Am starting to look back in my Primary school life, my secondary school life...
Starting to look back because one of my friend ask me where have I been all these years... just like this, vanish into thin air without contacting anyone...
Geez, actually I am here all along, just that things happen unpredictably in life.
Came across the song by Chen QiZhen, Lu Xing de Yi Yi. it is a nice song.... seems that her songs is nice and easy listening.
It describes about LOVE? What is LOVE?
Valentine's Day is coming again... Does ppl in this era know what is love? HAHA, here I go again...
My Life is exciting with my friends around...
Primary School - Felix, Yingwat, Kelvin, Jian Wei, and lastly my Best Primary School Friend, Guo Hao.
The first four name is my classmate for two years, and we form the POWER Rangers in our days. Guo Hao is my best friend since Primary 1, but we have lost contact after our PSLE... I really Hope they are doing fine and have great success in their life.
Secondary School - Isa (Great Buddies), Yiru, Huiling, Kaixia, Yexuan, Alvin, Kian Wee, Wong Huiling, Norashikin.
Just one group of great Buddies, friends who join the Military Band which was converted to Concert Band. Had great Dreams at that time, Great time with arguements. I remembered that time, I am under strict supervision by my Godmother, so I can only see them in school and our co-curicular activities, they make my secondary school life wonderful with great motivation.
They are the few who make my young days beautiful with colours. They accompany me through the music path. They also made me part of who I am now. Really thankful to them.
Now I have my dearest friends, brothers and sisters at this stage of life. They have brought my life to another stage where I learn to be mature-thinking(which I think I am when I am alone), they give care and concern.
Although everyone has their own character, behavior, but we compromise each other to keep the friendship together. I hope this will continue till the day I leave.
I missed the days, but
THOSE WERE THE DAYS
Once upon a time, there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours,
Think of all the great things we would do
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Then, the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If, by chance, I'd see you in the tavern,
We'd smile at one another and we'd say
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Just tonight, I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass, I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me?
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
Through the door, there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh, my friend, we're older but no wiser
For in our hearts, the dreams are still the same
Those were the days, my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we'd choose
We'd fight and never lose
Those were the days, oh yes, those were the days
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
13 December 2008
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Yesterday is a fine day, some ppl is happy, some ppl is sad, some ppl is moody, but the sky is clear and fine.
Ppl having different thoughts and problems that they face in life, ppl having different approach and perception of handling/solving problems.
Some Ppl choose to be quiet about their life, yet some ppl choose to be loud in their life.
Some Ppl does crazy things, yet ppl choose to lead an introvert life.
What is exactly the right way of living a life that they have now?
Today is another working day. Today is a different day or same say as previous? All depending on how the day starts...
Events happening everywhere in the world, regardless diaster, marriage, funnerals.
How do we live our life everyday?
Tomorrow is an unknown day of events.
Some ppl have plan ahead, but some ppl just live day by day.
Some ppl have ambitous to achieve, but some ppl do not have any.
Tomorrow is a day where we will grow older by one day.
Growing older makes us more mature or childish?
What is in for tomorrow? U know?
I DON"T KNOW!!!!!
Ppl having different thoughts and problems that they face in life, ppl having different approach and perception of handling/solving problems.
Some Ppl choose to be quiet about their life, yet some ppl choose to be loud in their life.
Some Ppl does crazy things, yet ppl choose to lead an introvert life.
What is exactly the right way of living a life that they have now?
Today is another working day. Today is a different day or same say as previous? All depending on how the day starts...
Events happening everywhere in the world, regardless diaster, marriage, funnerals.
How do we live our life everyday?
Tomorrow is an unknown day of events.
Some ppl have plan ahead, but some ppl just live day by day.
Some ppl have ambitous to achieve, but some ppl do not have any.
Tomorrow is a day where we will grow older by one day.
Growing older makes us more mature or childish?
What is in for tomorrow? U know?
I DON"T KNOW!!!!!
10 October 2008
Wonder their kind....
OMG...... Blood presure is getting higher..... I ever wonder if their kind is being lazy or being stupid.... QUESTIONS QUESTIONS QUESTIONS.... all sort of stupid questions that is being asked again and again and being answered and answered..... ARGHHHHH
13 July 2008
GREAT
Today is Edmund's birdsday..... we had an enjoyable night with the few of us being together.
Wow, it was also my first time to Changi Airport Terminal 3. It was beautiful there, and it was huge and spacious.... even the hotel there was like wow..... the design of the building was nice and fantastic..... even the water cooler was automatic, I was just like an auntie, ah soh. It is nicely build up, and being so well-presented.
After that, ever since the last visit to Loyang Da Bo Gong Temple which was during the chalet period, I never went to pray liao, but I did so today, thanks to the effort that was being made by Terence, Edmund, Momo. If never go today, I will not know that the 7th month festival is coming soon....
Everything happen so quickly and fast, and we are friends for so long, we have been thru thick and thin, be it miscommunication, misunderstanding, I am glad that we are still together.
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER, GUYS AND GIRLS... YEAH YEAH YEAH
Wow, it was also my first time to Changi Airport Terminal 3. It was beautiful there, and it was huge and spacious.... even the hotel there was like wow..... the design of the building was nice and fantastic..... even the water cooler was automatic, I was just like an auntie, ah soh. It is nicely build up, and being so well-presented.
After that, ever since the last visit to Loyang Da Bo Gong Temple which was during the chalet period, I never went to pray liao, but I did so today, thanks to the effort that was being made by Terence, Edmund, Momo. If never go today, I will not know that the 7th month festival is coming soon....
Everything happen so quickly and fast, and we are friends for so long, we have been thru thick and thin, be it miscommunication, misunderstanding, I am glad that we are still together.
FRIENDSHIP FOREVER, GUYS AND GIRLS... YEAH YEAH YEAH
08 July 2008
It'S cOmInG
Finally, going to finish soon...... now waiting for my holiday to come.......
It is forever hard to walk alone either in the beginning or the end......
"For your own benefit" wonder where and who does it applies to after some time....
When u fail to plan, u plan to fail. Problems cannot always be rectify at the last minute.....
Doing what I can, applying what I know and learn, it has brought me far.
No decision can make everyone happy. Decision made should be on whole not individual.
Thank you for those who recognize me, placing huge responsibility on me, teaching me should and should not.
Thank you for those who do not recognize me, for being imperfect to show off the perfectness of everyone.
No one is perfect in this world, and I am glad to be one.
For I am the "Angel from Hell and the Devil from Heaven."
God is fair, giving people other things to compensate for what they lose in comparison to other talents. Ex. Superstar with looks but no voice, Superstar with voice but no looks.....
It is forever hard to walk alone either in the beginning or the end......
"For your own benefit" wonder where and who does it applies to after some time....
When u fail to plan, u plan to fail. Problems cannot always be rectify at the last minute.....
Doing what I can, applying what I know and learn, it has brought me far.
No decision can make everyone happy. Decision made should be on whole not individual.
Thank you for those who recognize me, placing huge responsibility on me, teaching me should and should not.
Thank you for those who do not recognize me, for being imperfect to show off the perfectness of everyone.
No one is perfect in this world, and I am glad to be one.
For I am the "Angel from Hell and the Devil from Heaven."
God is fair, giving people other things to compensate for what they lose in comparison to other talents. Ex. Superstar with looks but no voice, Superstar with voice but no looks.....
25 May 2008
OST SOUND OF COLORS
nice song by tong en...... saw the last episode of the sound of colors.... nice nice.... share share
25 April 2008
Power And Ability To Change
Will we stand against the time? Deep down, we are still waiting for each other making the move, what move will pleases everybody?
If there is ever a decision to please everybody, please answer to me....
Time flies and ppl ages... ppl ages and habits change.... habit change and perception changes....
Everything is changing.... Do I have the ability and power to change and pursue what I want with what I have now???..
If there is ever a decision to please everybody, please answer to me....
Time flies and ppl ages... ppl ages and habits change.... habit change and perception changes....
Everything is changing.... Do I have the ability and power to change and pursue what I want with what I have now???..
27 March 2008
So Long......
ooooo...... so long no post.... so long no go out.... so long never meet up.......
everything also so long. all cause of that damned person..... finally going to stop soon..... haha.....
today just manage to have a trip down to orchard with DZ to look around for some present that he want to buy for his GF....welll, did not manage to get anything, just walking around and browsing around.... hope he got some idea of what he wants to get for her......
its been long since i go bowling, wonder whether my skills is still lousy.... haiz...... been long since i went out with my friends, wonder how they are, doing work until so tired that, no mood to sms or whatsoever, even weekends, will spent it at home to get enough rest for the nextcoming week.... hope they are doing fine.....
another nice song by J Lo...... You go Girl...... whoooo hoooooo
everything also so long. all cause of that damned person..... finally going to stop soon..... haha.....
today just manage to have a trip down to orchard with DZ to look around for some present that he want to buy for his GF....welll, did not manage to get anything, just walking around and browsing around.... hope he got some idea of what he wants to get for her......
its been long since i go bowling, wonder whether my skills is still lousy.... haiz...... been long since i went out with my friends, wonder how they are, doing work until so tired that, no mood to sms or whatsoever, even weekends, will spent it at home to get enough rest for the nextcoming week.... hope they are doing fine.....
another nice song by J Lo...... You go Girl...... whoooo hoooooo
10 March 2008
Short Seems Long
Today got a home delivery, but last week there is a notice that noone is allow to get an off or leave today.was trying to change the date to another day, but this morning last minute, there is a change of instruction where the exercise was to be brought forward to tomorrow.....
It is definitely a good news to me, so I told them that I will be going back home...... Maybe everyone is having the Monday Blues...... sometimes, I am finding hard to work with the few ppl that I am working now with.... was having a job offer straight after I ord.... was still thinking about it...... but I will be seeing the same old ppl whom i find some difficulty in working with now.... this is part of LIFE......
During the trip home this morning, it was only a 23 minute ride in train home, but it seems long....... songs after songs was playing through the MP3, thoughts was going through and through......
Guess I am not young anymore......
It is definitely a good news to me, so I told them that I will be going back home...... Maybe everyone is having the Monday Blues...... sometimes, I am finding hard to work with the few ppl that I am working now with.... was having a job offer straight after I ord.... was still thinking about it...... but I will be seeing the same old ppl whom i find some difficulty in working with now.... this is part of LIFE......
During the trip home this morning, it was only a 23 minute ride in train home, but it seems long....... songs after songs was playing through the MP3, thoughts was going through and through......
Guess I am not young anymore......
06 March 2008
Do I Deserved All these????
Do i deserve all these stupid things? Did I make the right choice that time?
No matter what, I think that there is a generation gap between all of us....... feel as if i am stooping myself too low to accomodate ppl..
IF IF IF IF IF...... if there is a lot of IF in this world, what is the point of living a life that ppl taking things for granted, what is the point of living a life that you yourself despise so much.....
It Is Better To Be Free....
No matter what, I think that there is a generation gap between all of us....... feel as if i am stooping myself too low to accomodate ppl..
IF IF IF IF IF...... if there is a lot of IF in this world, what is the point of living a life that ppl taking things for granted, what is the point of living a life that you yourself despise so much.....
It Is Better To Be Free....
03 March 2008
Stardust
oooo. just watch this movie in dvd at home..... very nice..... exciting too..... like one of the question and answers...
"What do Stars normally do"
"Shine", "No Star Can Shine with A Broken Heart"
If u all got chance to watch the movie, must watch..... cheerss
"What do Stars normally do"
"Shine", "No Star Can Shine with A Broken Heart"
If u all got chance to watch the movie, must watch..... cheerss
01 March 2008
DAMNED
Thanks to someone, we got to do more job........ Curse and swear........ better get caught soon......
25 February 2008
如果你不小心想起我
如果你不小心想起我
Saw the programme SPOP Hurray today....... this was the last song that was being sung today at the end of the show, by someone call CHAN LUN 展伦, hmmmm, not sure who he is. but definitely the song I heard before.... well, this version is not his one la, it is performed by 林志炫. He is a very good singer..... wow.... enjoy ppl, if you understand the lyrics, that will be damned good la..... without experience there will be no feeling...... old songs are nice..... lyrics are meaningful.....
BLAH BLAH BLAH
COPE UP AT HOME DOING NOTHING EXCEPT IRONING MY CLOTHES..... WATCHING ANIME........ ARGH LIFE IS SO BORING.....
NICE SONGS AGAIN..... LYRICS ALSO DAMNED NICE...... VOICE NICE....... PRETTY LOOKS......
WONDER WHEN I CAN CUT A RECORD..... WAHAHAHAHA.....
NICE SONGS AGAIN..... LYRICS ALSO DAMNED NICE...... VOICE NICE....... PRETTY LOOKS......
WONDER WHEN I CAN CUT A RECORD..... WAHAHAHAHA.....
23 February 2008
What A day....
Today it was a day of tears for me especially for my left eye...... Ha ha..... Cos think I got irritated sore eyes...... but still I manage to attend the Cohesion Gathering for my current Dept that I am working in the Army....
My eyes cannot take the Strong Sunlight..... got to wear the shades when I am going out in the afternoon..... everyone who attended the gathering had a great day..... they were all busy plotting how to throw CK into the sea making him wet... well because his birthday is on the next day...... Bought the Macha Macha aka Green Tea Cake from BreadTalk.....
Hmmm, it was the first time that I heard that BreadTalk do not accept any forms of card payment, somemore the outlet is in Plaza Singapura..... How can this be HAPPENING?
The cake taste nice, but haiz, kids will be kids, throwing cakes around again.... only half of the cake left is edible......
Eyes still tearing a bit now..... been having all kind of sickness..... wondering what is wrong with my body..... trying to reject something??? Hmmm, we shall see about it ba.... cheers ppl.....
My eyes cannot take the Strong Sunlight..... got to wear the shades when I am going out in the afternoon..... everyone who attended the gathering had a great day..... they were all busy plotting how to throw CK into the sea making him wet... well because his birthday is on the next day...... Bought the Macha Macha aka Green Tea Cake from BreadTalk.....
Hmmm, it was the first time that I heard that BreadTalk do not accept any forms of card payment, somemore the outlet is in Plaza Singapura..... How can this be HAPPENING?
The cake taste nice, but haiz, kids will be kids, throwing cakes around again.... only half of the cake left is edible......
Eyes still tearing a bit now..... been having all kind of sickness..... wondering what is wrong with my body..... trying to reject something??? Hmmm, we shall see about it ba.... cheers ppl.....
21 February 2008
十二星座的暧昧指数?
双子座
从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失，爱情与暧昧，双子竟拥有同样的心境。想要爱情的灼热，又怕被爱烧伤，太多时候他们都是在爱与痛的边缘若即若离。深了，怕暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤；浅了，怕根本留不下什么回忆。于是双子变成一棵带刺的玫瑰，可以暧昧的开，也可以纯洁的香。
从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失，爱情与暧昧，双子竟拥有同样的心境。想要爱情的灼热，又怕被爱烧伤，太多时候他们都是在爱与痛的边缘若即若离。深了，怕暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤；浅了，怕根本留不下什么回忆。于是双子变成一棵带刺的玫瑰，可以暧昧的开，也可以纯洁的香。
20 February 2008
TIRED
ooooo, today first time after so long, i fall asleep in the train and overshot..... alighted at yck..... hmmmmm, dun noe..... another shack day for me..... turning in early today.... before that. must intro this song.... by joey..... nice nice....
零時零分
零時零分
18 February 2008
Saw Something That Still Trigger...........
It was after the weekend which was supposed to have something going on in camp, but it did not happen, I went back to camp today as usual, morning have to do some work in other camp, than got to do my duty in the afternoon for two hours straight for each slot. It was a torture, but what to do, just suck it up.... my head is aching again, this time more serious than what I experience in the early stage during BMT time...... been days since it has come back to me, does it like me so much that it always pester me? Hmmmm, thinking of that, maybe..... some ppl life is just laid down in this way....... it is either this or that...... it might also be a blessing for me.... if I dun experience this, there might be some other painful things that I will encounter......
This evening, I saw someone who reminds me of a special friends..... they do not look alike but the conditions that they have are alike...... the charm of a guy is really only after when you have children of your own...... It was only the warmth and life that noone will have it cos it is the second stage of life..... The feeling is the most important as it always affect ppl on how they think of your action.....
It is a natural cycle on how and what humans is going through....... maybe to some of us, it will be just a burden where it always obstruct what ever you want.... but without the burden, there will be no steps for us to take in order to move ourselves forward..... a burden that obstructs us doing what we want, obstructing our ideals, making us unable to achieve what we actually hope to achieve in a fairytale story.....
Time has past, we have grown,
Growing shall be, ideals gone......
If ever, a history is to repeat itself, I hope to be able to perceive this in another way of thinking...
This evening, I saw someone who reminds me of a special friends..... they do not look alike but the conditions that they have are alike...... the charm of a guy is really only after when you have children of your own...... It was only the warmth and life that noone will have it cos it is the second stage of life..... The feeling is the most important as it always affect ppl on how they think of your action.....
It is a natural cycle on how and what humans is going through....... maybe to some of us, it will be just a burden where it always obstruct what ever you want.... but without the burden, there will be no steps for us to take in order to move ourselves forward..... a burden that obstructs us doing what we want, obstructing our ideals, making us unable to achieve what we actually hope to achieve in a fairytale story.....
Time has past, we have grown,
Growing shall be, ideals gone......
If ever, a history is to repeat itself, I hope to be able to perceive this in another way of thinking...
17 February 2008
More Posts
haha, really it is as what MOMO says, when there is nothing to do, there will be a lot of posts..... now than I understand...... wahahahaha
BLEACH
ooooo...... nothing to do sia...... say got the mob but dun have......... haiz
got to watch the japanese anime from youtube...... BLEACH. getting nicer but a bit time consuming, cos got a lot of episode already, have to start watching from the begining......
i search online regarding the mediciine that iam taking, hmmmm got side effect one de wor, will gain wieght.... but i am trying to lose weight here yet it say it will gain weight.... argh.....
got to watch the japanese anime from youtube...... BLEACH. getting nicer but a bit time consuming, cos got a lot of episode already, have to start watching from the begining......
i search online regarding the mediciine that iam taking, hmmmm got side effect one de wor, will gain wieght.... but i am trying to lose weight here yet it say it will gain weight.... argh.....
16 February 2008
CHINGAY PARADE OF DREAMS 2008
ooooo, it is chingay again, remembered i joined before but that was during my secondary school deays, was in the role of an ant.... diaoz....... why must i be an ant leh? also dun noe.....
this year the opening is quite nice and the show is still as usual ba... nothing fascinating except for the floats that is being showcase and the fire crackers??? haha......
well, unable to go out, due to some exercise that we have to be alert of, and some health problems, so got to watch the CHINGAY PARADE at home.....
well, almost time for me to rest liao.....
this year the opening is quite nice and the show is still as usual ba... nothing fascinating except for the floats that is being showcase and the fire crackers??? haha......
well, unable to go out, due to some exercise that we have to be alert of, and some health problems, so got to watch the CHINGAY PARADE at home.....
well, almost time for me to rest liao.....
GOOD NIGHT SLEEP
Finally, can have a good night sleep without any giddiness, headache to bother me after I consume my anti-depressant pills...
Feel good with having some good sleep as always.....
Feel good with having some good sleep as always.....
15 February 2008
范晓萱 - 眼泪
眼泪
青春若有张不老的脸
但愿她永远不被改变
许多梦想总编织太美
跟着迎接幻灭
爱上你是最快乐的事
却也换来最痛苦的悲
苦涩交错爱的甜美
我怎样都学不会ha......
oh 眼泪 眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪 忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉 你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪
oh 眼泪 眼泪流过无言的夜
心痛的滋味
oh 眼泪 擦干眼泪忘掉一切
曾有的眷恋
眼泪是苦 眼泪是伤悲 眼泪都是你 眼泪是甜 眼泪是昨天 眼泪不流泪
青春若有张不老的脸
但愿她永远不被改变
许多梦想总编织太美
跟着迎接幻灭
爱上你是最快乐的事
却也换来最痛苦的悲
苦涩交错爱的甜美
我怎样都学不会ha......
oh 眼泪 眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪 忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉 你从不曾发现 我笑中还有泪
oh 眼泪 眼泪流过无言的夜
心痛的滋味
oh 眼泪 擦干眼泪忘掉一切
曾有的眷恋
眼泪是苦 眼泪是伤悲 眼泪都是你 眼泪是甜 眼泪是昨天 眼泪不流泪
Terrible Night
Yesterday night was such a horrible night, everything was ok until when i reach home from camp, my whole body start to turn hot and cold..... ohhhh noooooo...... Fever coming......... it cause me to have an uneasy sleep. i keep turning around, my head was like a rocking chair, rocking to and fro, making me having the feeling of puking......
Still did not get any better now..... head is still spinning, on the verge of fainting during my duty....
What is HAPPENING?
Still did not get any better now..... head is still spinning, on the verge of fainting during my duty....
What is HAPPENING?
14 February 2008
V's Day
Once again, it is V's Day again, a lot of ppl say that if there is true love, everyday will be a V's Day, not just the day that ppl set it for us...
It is sweet to be together with someone u love/like..... so far, I only have 1 V's Day celebration. Although it was short, but it still leave an impression for me.....
Just a few more hours and the day will be over, changing to 150208. but, enjoy the time and accompany that you find, deserve and given to you. Cheers ppl.....
May Happiness Be With U All At All Times......
It is sweet to be together with someone u love/like..... so far, I only have 1 V's Day celebration. Although it was short, but it still leave an impression for me.....
Just a few more hours and the day will be over, changing to 150208. but, enjoy the time and accompany that you find, deserve and given to you. Cheers ppl.....
May Happiness Be With U All At All Times......
12 February 2008
Guess Need Some Anti-Depressant Pills
This morning, waking up, feeling unsettled, feeling depressed, need some release.....
It was all of a sudden, I lost all my direction, all my logic, everything that I have been hanging on to.
If there is anything that I need in this world, I hope to be freed of this earthy world...
Whether I am a angel or devil who come from any world... Please Let Me Be With Them....
It was all of a sudden, I lost all my direction, all my logic, everything that I have been hanging on to.
If there is anything that I need in this world, I hope to be freed of this earthy world...
Whether I am a angel or devil who come from any world... Please Let Me Be With Them....
11 February 2008
谢谢
我们大家都变了吗? 是为了甚么而改变? 是变得更好还是不好呢?
在这个现代的世界，因为有很多因素，往往使人变的现实。可是人吗能够现实到那个程度?
当事实的真相摆在面前给你看的时候，你能够毫无反应的面对吗? 事实永远是残酷的，不会因为你而变得那么仁慈。
我也很渴望那一段纯纯而不染的恋情，可是能够吗?
今天的我以不相从前的我。现实，事实，世界，人格，包袱，责任，爱情，理想，这些东西都让我觉得累了。过往的冲劲现以不在了。
谢谢大家这些日子的容忍，体谅。
在这个现代的世界，因为有很多因素，往往使人变的现实。可是人吗能够现实到那个程度?
当事实的真相摆在面前给你看的时候，你能够毫无反应的面对吗? 事实永远是残酷的，不会因为你而变得那么仁慈。
我也很渴望那一段纯纯而不染的恋情，可是能够吗?
今天的我以不相从前的我。现实，事实，世界，人格，包袱，责任，爱情，理想，这些东西都让我觉得累了。过往的冲劲现以不在了。
谢谢大家这些日子的容忍，体谅。
10 February 2008
I not Stupid 2
change change change channel, than came to watch this show by chance, nowadays, can;t get to see these kind of shows. very practical, even home that are a whole will face child problems when it is not being handle properly. but even with good upbringing, they will still be rebellious as the minds know what exactly they want, but in reality they cannot get what they want.
everyone has a father and mother, some even have their grandparents living with them, but what is everything good on the surface when the communication between them is broken?
ppl with personal emotional problem tend to have communication breakdown with ppl, on surface is good and seems to get along with everyone but who knows they might be suffering inside because what other ppl see is the outside but not the inside.
by knowing a person for many many many years, do you think you can be one hundred percent sure that what character of that person or who you really is and what they really want, what they really think, what they will do at what time.
yes, no doubt, habits u can be sure. but what if one day his habit change and u never noticed it? everyone is busy with their own things because they have responsibilities that they need to account for. which in turn make them neglect some things that they do not deem important.
in your life, let us ponder, what is important and what is not important? did we throw away some issue that is important away? who understands you the most? yourself or ur confidant? what is under the lake whoose surface is calm? so many many many question that is to be answered, but who can answered? does god knows everything? if he does, is he able to do anything?
生命是自我掌控，但也不过如此罢了
everyone has a father and mother, some even have their grandparents living with them, but what is everything good on the surface when the communication between them is broken?
ppl with personal emotional problem tend to have communication breakdown with ppl, on surface is good and seems to get along with everyone but who knows they might be suffering inside because what other ppl see is the outside but not the inside.
by knowing a person for many many many years, do you think you can be one hundred percent sure that what character of that person or who you really is and what they really want, what they really think, what they will do at what time.
yes, no doubt, habits u can be sure. but what if one day his habit change and u never noticed it? everyone is busy with their own things because they have responsibilities that they need to account for. which in turn make them neglect some things that they do not deem important.
in your life, let us ponder, what is important and what is not important? did we throw away some issue that is important away? who understands you the most? yourself or ur confidant? what is under the lake whoose surface is calm? so many many many question that is to be answered, but who can answered? does god knows everything? if he does, is he able to do anything?
生命是自我掌控，但也不过如此罢了
Another me.........
Human are very weird creatures because we do not know what we are trying to convey our message across. Just saw a TV series; it is true, that no matter how much money you have in the world, true heart and the togetherness of a family.
Is it that I am afraid to take a step out? Or things have been set and decided? People who do not understand me might think that I am stubborn, but really some of the things are unpredictable. Some matters will be nothing to be accomplished even if I really wants it to happen where I wish for it everyday because who knows what will happen tomorrow.
I just want my friends and people who understand me to be happy always, and be freed of all worries. Do not worry about me as long as I know that you will always stand by my side no matter what happens. It is my blessing and my pleasure to know you, from initial stage of scary to what we are now. You know who you are. Thank you.
Is it that I am afraid to take a step out? Or things have been set and decided? People who do not understand me might think that I am stubborn, but really some of the things are unpredictable. Some matters will be nothing to be accomplished even if I really wants it to happen where I wish for it everyday because who knows what will happen tomorrow.
I just want my friends and people who understand me to be happy always, and be freed of all worries. Do not worry about me as long as I know that you will always stand by my side no matter what happens. It is my blessing and my pleasure to know you, from initial stage of scary to what we are now. You know who you are. Thank you.
Why must there be so many meaning and perspective of words?
Is there a definite meaning to every word? No. it is because sometime words have different meaning depending on which kind of sentence you are using. As for perspective, it will be the user mind on how the word is being perceived.
They may think that a certain word is too harsh on them when it is being used. But to some other people, it is just a passing remark. But to others, it may be causing big emotional disturbance due to the fact of the different upbringing circumstances that everybody have.
Humans are always playing around with the words. Mainly it is because words can be used to hurt someone emotionally, but it can also counsel people effectively. There are a lot of pros and cons, depending on how you really use it.
They may think that a certain word is too harsh on them when it is being used. But to some other people, it is just a passing remark. But to others, it may be causing big emotional disturbance due to the fact of the different upbringing circumstances that everybody have.
Humans are always playing around with the words. Mainly it is because words can be used to hurt someone emotionally, but it can also counsel people effectively. There are a lot of pros and cons, depending on how you really use it.
CHU SAN
Went to Wilson's house and Alvin house again for the Lunar Chinese New Year Visit. Everyone had a great time together. I enjoyed myself too, at least I am happy after two days of boredom.... haha....
After having the dry swimming sessio at Alvin's house, some of us decided to catch the moive staring Fann Wong, but the timing was too late, so we switch to CJ7, the movie was funny and heartwarming, I even heard someone sniffling beside me..... haha....
After having the dry swimming sessio at Alvin's house, some of us decided to catch the moive staring Fann Wong, but the timing was too late, so we switch to CJ7, the movie was funny and heartwarming, I even heard someone sniffling beside me..... haha....
A Trailer ba, FRIENDS FOREVER.... CHEERSSSSS
07 February 2008
Da Yu 大雨
这一首歌曲很久了。它的CHORUS写著， 爱情会让人失去主张和方向。为什么会这么样呢? 这是因人而异的，我们好好的去揣摩一下吧， 可是我们先来回味这首由绝对SUPERSTAR 的DIYA和CARRIE演唱。
大雨
说真的我不是故意
看见你和她在街头伫立
我在犹豫该不该逃避
还是让你看见我在这里
天空间飘来的雨
滴滴洒落在我心里
我在怀疑该不该躲你
该不该躲这场雨
大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的没有主张
带我到没有爱情的地方
哦大雨就要开始不停的下
我的心我的心已经完全的失去方向
带我到没有爱情的地方
Which Day??
Again, it is Lunar Chinese New Year, this year is a Rat year, and last year is a Pig year, we have send the golden pig away, and welcome eh..... what rat is this year??? I dun noe leh....but nevertheless it always marks a begining of everything again in the lunar calendar..
Which day of the Chinese New Year you all like? Most of them will say ohhhh, definitely it is the new year eve and the first day of Chinese New Year, but it is not for me, I like other days rather than the eve and first day. Ppl can go house visiting and have all the fun, but I have to stay at home.... Other families do not have to prepare so many things, just the reunion dinner and maybe after that go to Chinatown to have some goodies shopping. but I dun have, have to stay at home... It is a total torture for me.... argh
If I have a choice, I might choose not to be involve in anything. let me believe in myself rather than them. Let Me Do What I Really Want...
Which day of the Chinese New Year you all like? Most of them will say ohhhh, definitely it is the new year eve and the first day of Chinese New Year, but it is not for me, I like other days rather than the eve and first day. Ppl can go house visiting and have all the fun, but I have to stay at home.... Other families do not have to prepare so many things, just the reunion dinner and maybe after that go to Chinatown to have some goodies shopping. but I dun have, have to stay at home... It is a total torture for me.... argh
If I have a choice, I might choose not to be involve in anything. let me believe in myself rather than them. Let Me Do What I Really Want...
Happy Lunar Chinese New Year
It is Lunar Chinese New Year Again, wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year.
万事如意，心想事成，财源滚滚。
万事如意，心想事成，财源滚滚。
05 February 2008
《普通的人》
Just wanna be a normal person with a normal partner...
《普通的人》
我 不是爱听你嫌我笨 只是为多看你眼神
此刻幻想和他对调身份
他 比我讨好我都承认 那么容易让你心疼
无论我有多诚恳 还是没资格竞争
谈信任 我知道 不会输他几分
好知己 那么多 都成不了恋人
做情人 没天份 对爱我却比他更加奋不顾身
只想做个普通的人 却普通到没有爱情肯为我转身
做不到 一百分 但却爱得虔诚 想成为你爱的人
就算做个普通的人 却想给你最暖的体温最深的吻
无论你 肯不肯 我甘心作陪衬
为你保留 那对爱的天真
他 身边总是不缺情人 你需要拥抱说一声
什么原因我都不会过问
我 不能给你要的情份 却也会笑着做好人
自己有梦游症 表演单恋的剧本
谁认真 谁强韧 时间它会作证
他精彩 我沉闷 什么都愿牺牲
当相爱 和失恋 同一天发生我还是选择去等
无论你 肯不肯 我甘心作陪衬
总有一天 爱情它会成真
Tiring Day
Phew, had a tiring day in camp, it is rare for me to have an afternoon nap in camp especially in the guardroom, but today as we done a major spring cleaning, I think that is why i feel nice to sleep in the guardroom.... the fans are finally clean, the wind blowing out was strong, haha, shiok.....
Here I go again, spending money on some items that actually I can don't buy one, but never mind, spend already, no choice....
Here I go again, spending money on some items that actually I can don't buy one, but never mind, spend already, no choice....
04 February 2008
It's Near
The time is coming, it is faster than I thought....
Will people understand what it means by coming?
When they do, is it too late to amend?
Caged too long, will it be tamed?
When loose, Hell Break Loose?
Angel Comes From Hell Or Heaven?
The End
Will people understand what it means by coming?
When they do, is it too late to amend?
Caged too long, will it be tamed?
When loose, Hell Break Loose?
Angel Comes From Hell Or Heaven?
The End
A thorn
Am I a Thorn? Today someone ask me to talk to someone, but I can't do that because the timing when we are able to work together is very limited.....
Coming to think of that, when I look at how and what is the way that I treat people/stranger, I find that I am really a thorn..... I have not get to know other people first, and I started to show my Thorns.
I guess it is normal, because we do not know what they want, and what they might do to us....so it is just a natural human reflex in thinking which makes ur behavior this way.
That is me.....
Coming to think of that, when I look at how and what is the way that I treat people/stranger, I find that I am really a thorn..... I have not get to know other people first, and I started to show my Thorns.
I guess it is normal, because we do not know what they want, and what they might do to us....so it is just a natural human reflex in thinking which makes ur behavior this way.
That is me.....
03 February 2008
人质
她演唱的非常好，歌词写的也很好。
我们人在爱情里面，往往都是自己的人质，在不能确定要的是什么的时候，就把自己绑得紧紧的。
人质
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：我要快乐
我和你啊存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持这另一部份的自己
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你
相爱变成猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要憋着呼吸越靠越近
你的温柔是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的就不怕有缝隙
在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差
人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
满意吗我们都别说谎
凡事顺其自然.........
凡事顺其自然， 有些事是可予不可求。
在这个世界，有很多东西都不是在我们的掌控之内。
比如，思想，人格，环境。
思想 - 我们都不能够一百%的了解自己，何况是别人。
人格和环境 - 因环境的变化，人格会变，有的要变得强悍，有的要友善，个个方面 都会变。
所以，别太执着，一切顺其自然。
在这个世界，有很多东西都不是在我们的掌控之内。
比如，思想，人格，环境。
思想 - 我们都不能够一百%的了解自己，何况是别人。
人格和环境 - 因环境的变化，人格会变，有的要变得强悍，有的要友善，个个方面 都会变。
所以，别太执着，一切顺其自然。
01 February 2008
PINK
Pink color, no idea why I love that color a lot. Personally, I think that pink color is very nice, very sweet and romantic, and that is all these reason that made me love pink alot. It all started with the Mighty Morphin Power Ranger..... remember that time I was still Primary 6 when the first season started, whenever the Pink Ranger is in action, I will be very excited. Up till now, I still can remember her name. Amy Jo Johnson. At that time, never really watched any much english movie or shows, subsequently lost track of her when she was out of the Ranger Team...
Went to do some research on the color Pink, a lot of website have different explanation.
For roses, there are two different shades of Pink, Deep Pink and Light Pink.
Deep Pink represents Gradtitude and Appreciation whereas Light Pink represents Admiration and Sympathy.
A pink carnation means "I Will never Forget U"
Pink is also a color of universal love, it is a quiet color, and only Lovers Of Beauty favors Pink. Haha. Pink also provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.
The most romantic color, pink, is more tranquilizing compared to red color.
In Chinese Feng Shui, Pink is of the fire element, and is always link with marriage & love.
Pink convey playfulness (hot pink flamingoes) and tenderness (pastel pinks). Multiple shades of pink and light purple or other pastels used together maintain the soft, delicate, and playful nature of pink.
Pink is nice one de lor.....
Went to do some research on the color Pink, a lot of website have different explanation.
For roses, there are two different shades of Pink, Deep Pink and Light Pink.
Deep Pink represents Gradtitude and Appreciation whereas Light Pink represents Admiration and Sympathy.
A pink carnation means "I Will never Forget U"
Pink is also a color of universal love, it is a quiet color, and only Lovers Of Beauty favors Pink. Haha. Pink also provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.
The most romantic color, pink, is more tranquilizing compared to red color.
In Chinese Feng Shui, Pink is of the fire element, and is always link with marriage & love.
Pink convey playfulness (hot pink flamingoes) and tenderness (pastel pinks). Multiple shades of pink and light purple or other pastels used together maintain the soft, delicate, and playful nature of pink.
Pink is nice one de lor.....
30 January 2008
小情歌
这一首歌已经有一段时间了，很好的一首歌曲，演唱人唱的非常好。就和大家分享吧。
每一个人都会很开心， 当爱人给予温暖。
可是天长地久的爱是可予不可求。没有一个人能够彻底的了解另一个人。
人都会从错的地方学习和成长， 所以人的心是会不停的变下去。
也许你现在了解他们，但这并不代表以后他还是一样。
这就是为何爱情会逐渐的淡化和枯萎。
小情歌
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐 当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘著
你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡
每一个人都会很开心， 当爱人给予温暖。
可是天长地久的爱是可予不可求。没有一个人能够彻底的了解另一个人。
人都会从错的地方学习和成长， 所以人的心是会不停的变下去。
也许你现在了解他们，但这并不代表以后他还是一样。
这就是为何爱情会逐渐的淡化和枯萎。
小情歌
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐 当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱著我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘著
你知道 就算大雨让整座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡
28 January 2008
公主小妹
公主小妹
在看这一部偶像剧， 看了很想要那么一段纯纯的爱。可是我能够吗?
到底什么是纯纯的爱? 是柏拉图的永恒吗?
随著时间的流失，世界的变化，思想的成熟，纯纯的爱是不可能的。
这一首歌满悦耳也满有感动度。
在看这一部偶像剧， 看了很想要那么一段纯纯的爱。可是我能够吗?
到底什么是纯纯的爱? 是柏拉图的永恒吗?
随著时间的流失，世界的变化，思想的成熟，纯纯的爱是不可能的。
这一首歌满悦耳也满有感动度。
不想懂得
当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么
拥有了 同时也失去什么
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾就是 幸福的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动的
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
怕抱不紧什么
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是 感动
能握着手就是 感动
FCL JAMBOREE
After having a Chalet again after the chalet in Sentosa, Made me realise everyone have change since the first day we know each other... for the better or the bad, it depends on one of themselves... some ppl have become stronger in mental, some ppl have become weaker due to the experience they have encountered. There is still a lot of place for everyone to change in order to be a better person.....
"Being evil is not when u do something when u do not know that what u did is evil.. being evil is only when u do something that u know that it is not supposed to be done this way", was talking to one of my friends and suddenly it popped out of my mouth.... haha.
I still have the hope to believe that everyone in FCL still have the innocent side of themselves. being innocent when with friends is the most important and treasured feeling/behavior that friends would like to see....
Had an enjoyable time during that stay... will try to come up with something soon.... cheers ppl...
"Being evil is not when u do something when u do not know that what u did is evil.. being evil is only when u do something that u know that it is not supposed to be done this way", was talking to one of my friends and suddenly it popped out of my mouth.... haha.
I still have the hope to believe that everyone in FCL still have the innocent side of themselves. being innocent when with friends is the most important and treasured feeling/behavior that friends would like to see....
Had an enjoyable time during that stay... will try to come up with something soon.... cheers ppl...
13 January 2008
01 January 2008
22 September 2007
"DREAMS"
yoz, back again, was packing my cd rack today, found an old cd, played it, and come back this song again, a meaningful song, where life is all just a dream.
Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger
[Chorus:]
DreamsI guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever
[Chorus]
You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
15 September 2007
been long
yoz, been long since i posted anything, hmmm seem to use to sentence a lot of time, but never mind who care, so long as got something, recently, been busy with the army work that i have to do to prepare for some stupid event but it is over, age has been catching up on me liao. been unable to focus my attention for a long period of time like last time already, but what to do, life is like that, u lose some and win some everytime especially during the time in life. it does not necessary have to be friends, personality, the way of life,, it can mean other things too, time can heal everything but it is just how long it will take, some people might take years, but some people is those happy go lucky one.
when something is obstructing your life, the thing that the person have to do is just to take it easily and accept it as a part and parcel of life which i think that it is the best way. if you cannot let go and still thinking of it or trying to find ways and means to solve it, sometime the person who is suffering is not yourself, it will be the people who is around you, being implicated by the scenario.
i think i have changed, at least for the better which i hope so, i am not like the person last time, i am more of a laid back person now, which i think it is good. it allow me to see what is going on but i think it will just see ba, everyone have their own problem to solve, if there is anyone that need somebody else to help, that somebody will have to be yourself, as the biggest obstacle in life is you yourself.
tata ppl. may the threads of magic weave you a nice strong journey.
when something is obstructing your life, the thing that the person have to do is just to take it easily and accept it as a part and parcel of life which i think that it is the best way. if you cannot let go and still thinking of it or trying to find ways and means to solve it, sometime the person who is suffering is not yourself, it will be the people who is around you, being implicated by the scenario.
i think i have changed, at least for the better which i hope so, i am not like the person last time, i am more of a laid back person now, which i think it is good. it allow me to see what is going on but i think it will just see ba, everyone have their own problem to solve, if there is anyone that need somebody else to help, that somebody will have to be yourself, as the biggest obstacle in life is you yourself.
tata ppl. may the threads of magic weave you a nice strong journey.
24 August 2007
KTV!!!!!
It has been a long time since we had a gathering together with all the people that we had known for the past five years, we have gone through good and bad times together and we are still together althoughno longer a large big group, but at least some of us are together which means our friendship is strong, yeah yeah yeah.. i dun have any much picture taken during that time, my computer screen is also aiz spoil but i am still trying to use it la haha. we had a good time together, althought that day i am not feeling too good, where all my tone are flater than usual, but haha, it is still nice to hear some of the voice that i have not hear. ok so long for now, my screen going to die soon. haha cheers ppl, see ya
03 June 2007
Came Across This Sentence
"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
Today just browsing the internet and came across the sentence above. Just a penny from my thoughts, in this world things happen unexpectedly and they always come at the unexpected timing which will caught you off guard.
People in this world actually live in their own world, but what is the definition of this world? Is it a luxurious or comfortable place? A person is always bounded with constraints, so is this good or is this bad? With the right amount of constraints, it is good, but when there is too much constraints, they will feel sick and will always want to avoid the truth.
When people tend to have the urge to run away, they will always make up excuses just to make
their way through or the excuses is just to their own benefit. Some people turn to their beliefs, some people turn to their friends yet some people just turn to something bad where they knew that it is a bad thing but they still wan to carry on and do it.
Talking about beliefs, hmm I personally am not a strong believer in my religion maybe it is due to the fact they I do not like constraints. But sometime it is good to have a belief, as least when you are really down to a certain extend of your life, there is something there for you to be your support, which I believe in that because I think the religion that my mother have supported her all the year since the day they are not together. The religion has become her pillar of support, and I thank the god for that.
Secondly about friends, when people are down, they might turn to their friends to pour their troubles into. It is true that everyone can hear what they want to say, but those who really listen to you is your friends, but the one who is there when you are down, listening to you, giving advice to you in the right way, guiding you out of the blues, helping you when the need is there, these are what they are call best friends.
Best friends can have a lot of meaning, depending on what kind of perspective you are looking at. From my point of perception, I think that by being best friends, it is not a one or two day matter, friendship are build over time, and when the time goes by, you start to know what kind of character is that person, you start to know when he is happy or unhappy, but when the time goes on for a long time, maybe example ten years, or fifteen years?
They might take each other for granted. When that happens, they might not see things as clearly as the third party when something happen to their friends. They will start to take sides. I do not know whether is that true but logically thinking it might be like what I think.
Thirdly, when people starts to turn to doing things that are bad, the real problem lies here, where all their friends have abandoned him and left him alone to fend for himself, but I am glad that I am still not to that standard, where I still believe that my friends are still beside me and giving me the help that I need.
Friendships can be categorized into few categories. “Trusted friendship and vague friendship”
Trusted friendship is like a group of people gather around and hang out together most of the time, but their level of friendship might not be as good as best friends, this is an open ended statement, where there is no right or wrong arguments. There are different levels of trusted friendship but now let me share what I think about the first level of trusted friendship is.
People hanging out together are because they have built up a certain level of friendship which is call trust. They have trust in each other where they sort of know some of their habits, slightly of their character therefore when they hang out together they are able to feel the cohesiveness of their group, because they are secure in their own group, they will look out for each other and help each other out when there is trouble brewing during the time when the group of people are together.
Vague friendship are like those hi bye friends, you seldom see each other and maybe worse than that, never see each other for a few years but you know that there is a person called *toot*. When you bump into that person on the street, the both of you know each other, but pretend not to see each other. Or when you bump into each other, you will just say the normal sentences example: “how are you? What have you been doing? It is good that you are fine. We hang out together next time ya? Got to go.” That is the minimum example of what is a vague friendship,
I still think that sometime I still do not have the mind of the mature person in regards of my age. But sometimes I do feel like, hmmm, it is supposed to be this way because this is what a normal grown up person will do and think.
Singapore is a small country with limited resources, yet the only strong resource is human. There are different levels of thinking in a human mind, there is no guarantee that you can understand a human being well enough to anticipate what he is going to do or think. A human mind is forever changing unless your mind is like a robot which is being programmed to do and think certain way to reach the solution.
Over these years, I have made new friends and lose some friends, but the friends that I have lost, I do not regret it because some circumstance required me to do that, but I am glad that the friends that I have made, they make me walk this far, and I am grateful for that. I admit that sometime I am too level-headed and sometime I am too over reacted but do not think that I am not thinking when I am overreacting over certain issue and do not think that when I am level-headed, I might be daydreaming. But thanks to you all. My friends, I love you.
Today just browsing the internet and came across the sentence above. Just a penny from my thoughts, in this world things happen unexpectedly and they always come at the unexpected timing which will caught you off guard.
People in this world actually live in their own world, but what is the definition of this world? Is it a luxurious or comfortable place? A person is always bounded with constraints, so is this good or is this bad? With the right amount of constraints, it is good, but when there is too much constraints, they will feel sick and will always want to avoid the truth.
When people tend to have the urge to run away, they will always make up excuses just to make
their way through or the excuses is just to their own benefit. Some people turn to their beliefs, some people turn to their friends yet some people just turn to something bad where they knew that it is a bad thing but they still wan to carry on and do it.
Talking about beliefs, hmm I personally am not a strong believer in my religion maybe it is due to the fact they I do not like constraints. But sometime it is good to have a belief, as least when you are really down to a certain extend of your life, there is something there for you to be your support, which I believe in that because I think the religion that my mother have supported her all the year since the day they are not together. The religion has become her pillar of support, and I thank the god for that.
Secondly about friends, when people are down, they might turn to their friends to pour their troubles into. It is true that everyone can hear what they want to say, but those who really listen to you is your friends, but the one who is there when you are down, listening to you, giving advice to you in the right way, guiding you out of the blues, helping you when the need is there, these are what they are call best friends.
Best friends can have a lot of meaning, depending on what kind of perspective you are looking at. From my point of perception, I think that by being best friends, it is not a one or two day matter, friendship are build over time, and when the time goes by, you start to know what kind of character is that person, you start to know when he is happy or unhappy, but when the time goes on for a long time, maybe example ten years, or fifteen years?
They might take each other for granted. When that happens, they might not see things as clearly as the third party when something happen to their friends. They will start to take sides. I do not know whether is that true but logically thinking it might be like what I think.
Thirdly, when people starts to turn to doing things that are bad, the real problem lies here, where all their friends have abandoned him and left him alone to fend for himself, but I am glad that I am still not to that standard, where I still believe that my friends are still beside me and giving me the help that I need.
Friendships can be categorized into few categories. “Trusted friendship and vague friendship”
Trusted friendship is like a group of people gather around and hang out together most of the time, but their level of friendship might not be as good as best friends, this is an open ended statement, where there is no right or wrong arguments. There are different levels of trusted friendship but now let me share what I think about the first level of trusted friendship is.
People hanging out together are because they have built up a certain level of friendship which is call trust. They have trust in each other where they sort of know some of their habits, slightly of their character therefore when they hang out together they are able to feel the cohesiveness of their group, because they are secure in their own group, they will look out for each other and help each other out when there is trouble brewing during the time when the group of people are together.
Vague friendship are like those hi bye friends, you seldom see each other and maybe worse than that, never see each other for a few years but you know that there is a person called *toot*. When you bump into that person on the street, the both of you know each other, but pretend not to see each other. Or when you bump into each other, you will just say the normal sentences example: “how are you? What have you been doing? It is good that you are fine. We hang out together next time ya? Got to go.” That is the minimum example of what is a vague friendship,
I still think that sometime I still do not have the mind of the mature person in regards of my age. But sometimes I do feel like, hmmm, it is supposed to be this way because this is what a normal grown up person will do and think.
Singapore is a small country with limited resources, yet the only strong resource is human. There are different levels of thinking in a human mind, there is no guarantee that you can understand a human being well enough to anticipate what he is going to do or think. A human mind is forever changing unless your mind is like a robot which is being programmed to do and think certain way to reach the solution.
Over these years, I have made new friends and lose some friends, but the friends that I have lost, I do not regret it because some circumstance required me to do that, but I am glad that the friends that I have made, they make me walk this far, and I am grateful for that. I admit that sometime I am too level-headed and sometime I am too over reacted but do not think that I am not thinking when I am overreacting over certain issue and do not think that when I am level-headed, I might be daydreaming. But thanks to you all. My friends, I love you.
A Story To Share
Sand and Stone
A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
"LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND, AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE"
A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After the friend recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
"LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND, AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE"
25 March 2007
what is happening?????
things are getting out in hand, seems that everyone is on their own doing something.... but i think sometimes brids of the same feather/thinking will always flock together....
had a greazt night thinking about things that we are discussing..... haven study for my test lo. sure die one..... if heng, can go recourse, if not haha go back camp than prepare to face the worst......
had a greazt night thinking about things that we are discussing..... haven study for my test lo. sure die one..... if heng, can go recourse, if not haha go back camp than prepare to face the worst......
04 February 2007
back after so long
was watching the show superstar, the more i see the more i think.... what am i thinking? it is the memories that is being stored deeply in myself... is the life of being someone different from the rest so hard to achieve or is it something that i think that is supposed to be done is not done.... once u make the commitment then there should be something that is call the responsibility..... as you get older in age, your thinking will tend to mature, not saying that young people are not mature it is just that things is not what you see. thinking deeply in things is good.... i dun noe next time will blog something that i have written in mandarin, but of course will translate to english. see ya for now.......
14 December 2006
flustered emotion
it has been long tme since posting any new post. since so long le dun thnk will have people to read my blog. hehe
these three months i think i dun noe what i am doing.... making myself worried about this and that.... it is normal when two person is together yet the things they do is so little that is to be considered as in a relationship.....
these three months i think i dun noe what i am doing.... making myself worried about this and that.... it is normal when two person is together yet the things they do is so little that is to be considered as in a relationship.....
02 June 2006
x-men
hahaha,,,
went to watch x-men at plaza.... nice show, handsome guys and pretty girls.... i want to dye my hair to look like storm haha.. bleah
went to watch x-men at plaza.... nice show, handsome guys and pretty girls.... i want to dye my hair to look like storm haha.. bleah
21 May 2006
SUNDAY
boring day and night yesterday, nothing to do so have to go home and rot, seems very uncomfortable, and uneasy.
31 March 2006
the day before wilson go brunei
ahhh,
my good friend is going overea for training liao, what am i suppose to do...... hahaha live life as normal lor. me and eugene stay over at his house.... had an enjoyable day and night. ok that is it.. i am off to work... see ya....
my good friend is going overea for training liao, what am i suppose to do...... hahaha live life as normal lor. me and eugene stay over at his house.... had an enjoyable day and night. ok that is it.. i am off to work... see ya....
25 March 2006
Saturday Morning
hi, am at wilson house blogging now.... hmmm he is sleeping vey soundly and it is good. last week he took care of me so now it is my turn to take care of him again.... hehe last week was a terrible week for me, as i break down waaaaa at why not, hmmm break down dun mean cry ok, just that my physical body too tired therefore break down lo... maybe due to the work and not enough sleep ba....
this week at why not again all thanks to my dear brother that i am able to enjoy hehe... i hope he enjoyed himself also.... he is going to brunei for training le, will miss him very much one... he going for one month lei.... he better come back in one piece if not hor haha, dun noe what i will do.... bleah...
tonight someone ask me a question that i never thought of for a long time haha.... someone ask me how come everytime see me i am single one, hmmmm sometime it is good to be single although i keep talking that i wan someone to be my partner, but it is not easy.... to be someone's partner, it is hard as you have to try to understand what he is thinking sometimes and it is definitely hard to find someone who can accomodate you.... but nevertheless, i just wait lo. wait for someone who is suitable for me and i am suitable for someone....
being single is good for me, cos i am someone who is demanding, but i am very happy as who i am now cos i have my sisters and my good brothers that i never have at home, they are all close to me in my heart, ok enough for tonight have to get some sleep before i got to go to work if not i will have pms..... haha.. nitey peoplessss....
this week at why not again all thanks to my dear brother that i am able to enjoy hehe... i hope he enjoyed himself also.... he is going to brunei for training le, will miss him very much one... he going for one month lei.... he better come back in one piece if not hor haha, dun noe what i will do.... bleah...
tonight someone ask me a question that i never thought of for a long time haha.... someone ask me how come everytime see me i am single one, hmmmm sometime it is good to be single although i keep talking that i wan someone to be my partner, but it is not easy.... to be someone's partner, it is hard as you have to try to understand what he is thinking sometimes and it is definitely hard to find someone who can accomodate you.... but nevertheless, i just wait lo. wait for someone who is suitable for me and i am suitable for someone....
being single is good for me, cos i am someone who is demanding, but i am very happy as who i am now cos i have my sisters and my good brothers that i never have at home, they are all close to me in my heart, ok enough for tonight have to get some sleep before i got to go to work if not i will have pms..... haha.. nitey peoplessss....
19 March 2006
hi people
hi people,
it has been a long time since i blog liao, but never mind, yesterday happen something during clubbing the thing is that i totally knock out and slept for the rest of one and a half hour according to my friends....
so i dun noe la haha maybe too tired until cannot take it ba or mind thinking a lot of things.
anyway some things have been happening and things that are not suppose to happen one did happen it is just like i dream about tha before
long words cut short..... i wan to go sleep le... good nights
it has been a long time since i blog liao, but never mind, yesterday happen something during clubbing the thing is that i totally knock out and slept for the rest of one and a half hour according to my friends....
so i dun noe la haha maybe too tired until cannot take it ba or mind thinking a lot of things.
anyway some things have been happening and things that are not suppose to happen one did happen it is just like i dream about tha before
long words cut short..... i wan to go sleep le... good nights
06 February 2006
New Year New Beginning...
hi peeps,
here i am again. hmmmm, latelybeen having some mood swings, hmm also not sure what causes that but i must try to curb it again so that no one can suffer under my deadly mouth, except for alvin....
went clubbing with my group of gang again.... and i am so happy that i can rest for one whole day sleeping from seven in the morning to evening time, it has been a long time since i am able to sleep more than twelve hours....
in love life still the same lo.... noone can touch me and i touch noone..... sometimes being single is a nice thing but single for too long is a sad thing... but since a new year have start, hope that the year can give me something that i can look forward too....
well that is all for now... any time sooner might blog again hahaha. bleah
here i am again. hmmmm, latelybeen having some mood swings, hmm also not sure what causes that but i must try to curb it again so that no one can suffer under my deadly mouth, except for alvin....
went clubbing with my group of gang again.... and i am so happy that i can rest for one whole day sleeping from seven in the morning to evening time, it has been a long time since i am able to sleep more than twelve hours....
in love life still the same lo.... noone can touch me and i touch noone..... sometimes being single is a nice thing but single for too long is a sad thing... but since a new year have start, hope that the year can give me something that i can look forward too....
well that is all for now... any time sooner might blog again hahaha. bleah
02 February 2006
HAPPY CYN
yoz,
been long time since i update my blog hmmm so for the lastest news....
it is the first time that the whole group of us went for the first chinese new year visiting....
first went to third sis's house, second to my bro's house, finally to my big sis's house...
hmmmm it is not a bad year yeah.... everyone seems to be in high spirit, but nevertheless, hope it will be a great year for everybody... cheers below are some pictures for ya all to enjoy.....
been long time since i update my blog hmmm so for the lastest news....
it is the first time that the whole group of us went for the first chinese new year visiting....
first went to third sis's house, second to my bro's house, finally to my big sis's house...
hmmmm it is not a bad year yeah.... everyone seems to be in high spirit, but nevertheless, hope it will be a great year for everybody... cheers below are some pictures for ya all to enjoy.....
My "Dear" 4 That Day
13 November 2005
hi everybody
yoz, peoples, am back here after a week, it has been a stressful week, but i think it is part and parcel of life, when u feel really tired at times whereby u have reach a point where u cannot take it any longer, it is best to cry it out, at least things might get better in terms of thinking. erveryone have their own way of handling things and i think that it is up to individual, if one day things that is important to u is lost,what can we do, we cannot do anything and it is no point thinking too much. holding on to something that cannot or can never ever be yours again is no point.....
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
hi people,
yoz, peoples, am back here after a week, it has been a stressful week, but i think it is part and parcel of life, when u feel really tired at times whereby u have reach a point where u cannot take it any longer, it is best to cry it out, at least things might get better in terms of thinking. erveryone have their own way of handling things and i think that it is up to individual, if one day things that is important to u is lost,what can we do, we cannot do anything and it is no point thinking too much. holding on to something that cannot or can never ever be yours again is no point.....
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
right now i think what i need is the friends that is always by my side to be safe and happy. other things in terms of relationship or other things.... that can wait... been in a state of confusion last few weeks but it has already been sorted out. being true and committed is one matter, being caring and couteous is also another matter. future is ahead of us and it depends on how we take it.
although these few weeks, me and my sisters have known few good people, friends who treat you good, and care for you one is called friends.... here is one song that i know which has a good meaning, it is during the time when i am in primary school, where i am with my four good friends and it is the thing that make me look forward into knowing more friends, although they always keep talking things about me but i know they care for me, and i missed them a lot, the songs bond us together and separate us apart. here it is
周华健
朋友
这些年 一个人 风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错 还记得坚持什么
真爱过 才会懂 会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走 那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过 一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我
06 November 2005
The lyrics of the song is dedicated to the people who let me go and to the people that I let them go.
Things is unpredictable, sometimes when I am speaking the truth, you thin that it is a fake, but when I am seaking somethng fake, you think that it is true. In this world, there are tons of different people, but I am glad to have these few good friends that I deemed them to be more important than anyting. thanks you guys, love you. P.S< although I might be bitchy and loud at times, but at least that is the true self of me ya...> wagagagaga
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
Things is unpredictable, sometimes when I am speaking the truth, you thin that it is a fake, but when I am seaking somethng fake, you think that it is true. In this world, there are tons of different people, but I am glad to have these few good friends that I deemed them to be more important than anyting. thanks you guys, love you. P.S< although I might be bitchy and loud at times, but at least that is the true self of me ya...> wagagagaga
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有些事我没说 但我有感觉
有些事我没说 但我知道结果
有些事我没说 但你有感觉
有些事我没说 但你知道结果
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
有一天我会 插上翅膀飞
有一天我会 张开双眼看
有一天我会 见到我的梦中有谁
有一天我会 飞过世界的背
当太阳升起的那一天 你再看我一遍
你将会发现我 所有的改变
22 August 2005
yoz
hi peeps,
long time no blog hmmmm lucky still remember my password haha. also dun noe what to blog nothing much happening.
long time no blog hmmmm lucky still remember my password haha. also dun noe what to blog nothing much happening.
11 August 2005
Back To Square One
hi people, it has been a long time since i post an entries in the blog le..... last few week still ok lo, everyone is busy with their own things, but at least we do hang out together, the day before yesterday is national day, i went to the esplanade area there with terence, jayden and alvin to watch the fireworks live. it just went boom boom boom and it is damn pretty.
just have a sudden thinking, hmmm fireworks are pretty but they do not last, does it goes for every relationship for me??? maybe i am too stuborn ba, that is why haven been moving on much. everything is just back to square one for me le....
anyway i think that sometime being single is still a better choice although i keep complaining that i do not have someone with me to do intimate things like what other couples are doing. but that is ok, at least i have my friends, esp terence, alvin, chriz and wilson, they are nice people and they are a nice friend to me, tolerating my nonscence most of the time.
i might be a bit stupid ba, sometime when it is time to let go le, should let go, what is the point of hanging onto something that it will not last right? sometime wondering what i am believing in, someone who is my one out there waiting for me???? hmmmm, maybe that is true but definitely i think it will not come ba.
been thinking about some things after the fireworks, maybe it is time to let go and carry on but in a slower pace than ever.
just have a sudden thinking, hmmm fireworks are pretty but they do not last, does it goes for every relationship for me??? maybe i am too stuborn ba, that is why haven been moving on much. everything is just back to square one for me le....
anyway i think that sometime being single is still a better choice although i keep complaining that i do not have someone with me to do intimate things like what other couples are doing. but that is ok, at least i have my friends, esp terence, alvin, chriz and wilson, they are nice people and they are a nice friend to me, tolerating my nonscence most of the time.
i might be a bit stupid ba, sometime when it is time to let go le, should let go, what is the point of hanging onto something that it will not last right? sometime wondering what i am believing in, someone who is my one out there waiting for me???? hmmmm, maybe that is true but definitely i think it will not come ba.
been thinking about some things after the fireworks, maybe it is time to let go and carry on but in a slower pace than ever.
"Being Realistic Is Human Nature"
"Letting Go Is Hard But It Is A Phase Human Goes Through"
20 July 2005
Hi People
How have everyone been? It has been a long time since I have been blogging already. Now at this moment of this posting is that I am in the library @ orchard typing this into Microsoft words. Hmmm these days things seems a bit boring for the few of us, which I think so because at least last time we will be out, maybe it is due to the fact whereby everyone is busy with their own things, right now I am listening to the song that is being sang by Nicky. It is a nice song and the lyrics are beautiful. Thoughts are flooding in.
These days I have been reflecting some things that I have done and why some things is being done in this way. Before I came to the library, I was at the coffee club express reading a book that I bought today, “Harry Potter and the half –blood prince”. Things aren’t definitely the same for me now, everyone changes as they grow older, maybe it is really time for me to really grow up and stop being a child already right?
Sometimes being alone is a good thing as we are able to thing why, what, how does a thing happen, what is the main reason that is happening in this way. Because things dun happen without a reason and definitely it is cause by the thinking of the person or the circumstances and the environment.
Haven been having this thought in this mind last time, what am I working for? What is the aim that I am striving for? It is time for me to start thinking these things, what I want for my future, in this world there is no free lunch, right now seeing people are working hard to improve themselves, it is making me feeling ashamed of myself. During this three years where I have been moving myself to another phase of life from a teenager to an adult already, what have I been improving? What I can think is that I have been turning from bad to worse? From good to bad? Things happen too fast??? Or things are stationary for me, not moving forward and backward.
One thing that I am glad about myself is that at least I have a way of thinking for myself but what use is this good when things are not moving forward? In life some people improve themselves because they have an aim, some people just stay put because they are lazy, some people just degraded themselves because of the things that they have been doing.
I have to learn to be independent, instead of relying on my friends for doing most of the things. Just what the fuck is happening to me. Why is it that I am like that? People always know how to control their emotion is it because they have a sense of control over themselves? Or it is the way of upbringing that they have in their family? Seeing families going out together make me feel envious of them. I think I remembered telling someone that it is not the fact that you feel left out it is because of yourself, you at least have to make the effort to make the first step to mingle with people, and not people come and mingle with you. At least I think in the life that I am having, I have at least a small group of family.
Actually it is tough having two different kind of lifestyle. Especially the people who are bisexual, they actually have to be discreet and that they got married is because of the circumstances that they are being forced to. Families with minds that are conservative are the hardest to deal with. Many gay people have to get married because of the parents who keep asking them, because if they do not do what the parents want them to do, they might considered themselves to be unfilial, but I think that parents do not think this way, it is the mindset that is tricky and the way of the lifestyle and the way of how the country works.
If one day when I wake up, everything suddenly change I think I will not be able to fit in now, just like now, but life still need to get on, there is no point stopping over some people or some things that just happen to affect you at the wrong place at the wrong time. Even though I am being said to have a good sense of adaptability, things is definitely not the same when things happen to you.
Being able to cry over something is a good thing, but I don’t think I will cry for most of the things because I think there is not use crying over spilled milk, maybe for a little while but not always. It will forever become a habit, and it will make you have the thinking that whatever things that is bad happening to affect you, tears will be rolling down making you a vulnerable person.
I believe that when people who really stand up after falling down is really someone that should be praised. Memories are good but what use can it be when it can only accompany you throughout the rest of the life journey that every teenager has to go through, needless to mention adults.
Memories are important to some people because they think that if a life without memories to accompany you, it is not called a life anymore. Everyone have their own perception of how this thing should be form and how it should be viewed.
Time: 2005
Right now the library cafe, is almost deserted, as I think the library is closing soon maybe in an hour time? Those people who are still in the café are basically reading the newspaper or they are studying some of the books that they have borrowed or they are having a small meeting. It is not so crowded in Orchard today maybe it is a weekday, but it seems that things are still going on smoothly for the people in Singapore.
There are not many people moving around today, most of them are students with their friends. Friends are important to people. Once friends are disappearing, things might not be the same, but everyone still manages to get by. I am surprised that the battery for my notebook can last that long.
Time: 2036
The time is closing onto nine pm where the library will be closing soon. Every one is starting to park their things up already, so am I, am going to pack the things up and go off soon.
How have everyone been? It has been a long time since I have been blogging already. Now at this moment of this posting is that I am in the library @ orchard typing this into Microsoft words. Hmmm these days things seems a bit boring for the few of us, which I think so because at least last time we will be out, maybe it is due to the fact whereby everyone is busy with their own things, right now I am listening to the song that is being sang by Nicky. It is a nice song and the lyrics are beautiful. Thoughts are flooding in.
These days I have been reflecting some things that I have done and why some things is being done in this way. Before I came to the library, I was at the coffee club express reading a book that I bought today, “Harry Potter and the half –blood prince”. Things aren’t definitely the same for me now, everyone changes as they grow older, maybe it is really time for me to really grow up and stop being a child already right?
Sometimes being alone is a good thing as we are able to thing why, what, how does a thing happen, what is the main reason that is happening in this way. Because things dun happen without a reason and definitely it is cause by the thinking of the person or the circumstances and the environment.
Haven been having this thought in this mind last time, what am I working for? What is the aim that I am striving for? It is time for me to start thinking these things, what I want for my future, in this world there is no free lunch, right now seeing people are working hard to improve themselves, it is making me feeling ashamed of myself. During this three years where I have been moving myself to another phase of life from a teenager to an adult already, what have I been improving? What I can think is that I have been turning from bad to worse? From good to bad? Things happen too fast??? Or things are stationary for me, not moving forward and backward.
One thing that I am glad about myself is that at least I have a way of thinking for myself but what use is this good when things are not moving forward? In life some people improve themselves because they have an aim, some people just stay put because they are lazy, some people just degraded themselves because of the things that they have been doing.
I have to learn to be independent, instead of relying on my friends for doing most of the things. Just what the fuck is happening to me. Why is it that I am like that? People always know how to control their emotion is it because they have a sense of control over themselves? Or it is the way of upbringing that they have in their family? Seeing families going out together make me feel envious of them. I think I remembered telling someone that it is not the fact that you feel left out it is because of yourself, you at least have to make the effort to make the first step to mingle with people, and not people come and mingle with you. At least I think in the life that I am having, I have at least a small group of family.
Actually it is tough having two different kind of lifestyle. Especially the people who are bisexual, they actually have to be discreet and that they got married is because of the circumstances that they are being forced to. Families with minds that are conservative are the hardest to deal with. Many gay people have to get married because of the parents who keep asking them, because if they do not do what the parents want them to do, they might considered themselves to be unfilial, but I think that parents do not think this way, it is the mindset that is tricky and the way of the lifestyle and the way of how the country works.
If one day when I wake up, everything suddenly change I think I will not be able to fit in now, just like now, but life still need to get on, there is no point stopping over some people or some things that just happen to affect you at the wrong place at the wrong time. Even though I am being said to have a good sense of adaptability, things is definitely not the same when things happen to you.
Being able to cry over something is a good thing, but I don’t think I will cry for most of the things because I think there is not use crying over spilled milk, maybe for a little while but not always. It will forever become a habit, and it will make you have the thinking that whatever things that is bad happening to affect you, tears will be rolling down making you a vulnerable person.
I believe that when people who really stand up after falling down is really someone that should be praised. Memories are good but what use can it be when it can only accompany you throughout the rest of the life journey that every teenager has to go through, needless to mention adults.
Memories are important to some people because they think that if a life without memories to accompany you, it is not called a life anymore. Everyone have their own perception of how this thing should be form and how it should be viewed.
Time: 2005
Right now the library cafe, is almost deserted, as I think the library is closing soon maybe in an hour time? Those people who are still in the café are basically reading the newspaper or they are studying some of the books that they have borrowed or they are having a small meeting. It is not so crowded in Orchard today maybe it is a weekday, but it seems that things are still going on smoothly for the people in Singapore.
There are not many people moving around today, most of them are students with their friends. Friends are important to people. Once friends are disappearing, things might not be the same, but everyone still manages to get by. I am surprised that the battery for my notebook can last that long.
Time: 2036
The time is closing onto nine pm where the library will be closing soon. Every one is starting to park their things up already, so am I, am going to pack the things up and go off soon.
"Humans Only Tresure Things When It Is Loss"
13 July 2005
FaNtAsTiC nIgHt
hi people , it is a nice night man, wow, went to watch the show "Fantastic Four" with terence and momo. the character is so handsome and pretty haha. keep drolling inside man haha :p bleah. hmmm these few days the weather is not so good lo, everyone must take care leh. if not hor waitsick and sick and sick, got thing do one willcork up. sianz that is the most terrible thing to do. hmmm anyone got lobang for any part time jobs, if got remember to tell me hor. hehe
Pretty Girl
Pretty Girl
Nice And Pretty
So HandSome
09 July 2005
What A Bad Week
hi peeps long time no blog le haha, it has been a terrible week for me. have been not feeling well, thinking that wow maybe after the show on monday then go home and sleep i will feel better but in the end it is not lo, having the dia..... and lao sai for four days, today so sad again thought that ok le but haiz haven ok leh. sianz sianz.
the bowling for these week is not improving, my friends say that wow suddenly my lips turn white, so scary. today nothing much to write today. so long for now la when got new picture hor then i put up again. argh argh all words no picture so sianz haha
the bowling for these week is not improving, my friends say that wow suddenly my lips turn white, so scary. today nothing much to write today. so long for now la when got new picture hor then i put up again. argh argh all words no picture so sianz haha
27 June 2005
What A Fine Day
Hi people,
haiz, it is not a good week after all. thinking thatmy good friend wilson is booking out for the first time after two weeks, everything will be nice, but it turn out not to be, that day my temper rises incredibly fast, maybe due to the lack of sleep tat i have, things is not that right ya, sorry.
am so tired that night that when i pop on the bed already i dun noe whether i sleep so fast saying some dream words out or that i am not yet asleep. things is so blur and uncertain. Maybe i am not so good afterall, really an ah "beng".
even when bowling, my focus is all over the place, cannot really play properly. sucks. my average dropped dropped dropped.
after two weeks le, happy to see wilson, which i think everyone is feeling the same way, because of the absence of one friend everytime, but that day is different. it is like everything is back to normal except my temper la.
haiz, it is not a good week after all. thinking thatmy good friend wilson is booking out for the first time after two weeks, everything will be nice, but it turn out not to be, that day my temper rises incredibly fast, maybe due to the lack of sleep tat i have, things is not that right ya, sorry.
am so tired that night that when i pop on the bed already i dun noe whether i sleep so fast saying some dream words out or that i am not yet asleep. things is so blur and uncertain. Maybe i am not so good afterall, really an ah "beng".
even when bowling, my focus is all over the place, cannot really play properly. sucks. my average dropped dropped dropped.
after two weeks le, happy to see wilson, which i think everyone is feeling the same way, because of the absence of one friend everytime, but that day is different. it is like everything is back to normal except my temper la.
"Time Heals Everything And Washes Memories That Is Not Good"
23 June 2005
Second Night In Camp
hi peeps,
tonight is the second night that i am in the band camp that i have went. well the food still sucks forevee, the food in school just cannot be trusted to be eaten by human beings. it is not that i am picky about food but that is the whole thing whereby i think that since i am paying the money for the food, definitely i will need to ask for good food right???
hmmm Since yesterday i have only slept for about two hours, and i am using the coffee to keep me awake, today my mood swings again, it has not happen since last few month back maybe after the time when i cock up the project that i am doing for my boss.
one thing is that i think well maybe i am too sensitive or what la, it is that well last time when i go to band practice or anything that has to be organised by the band in .... it just seems so right that i am in the place whereby we can joke about everything, but now it is hmmmm i am just like out of the palce like that like i am making a fool of myself. maybe it is that the3re are new year one for the band camp.
haiz
i also dun noe what to say just feeling so sianz now, feel like going home but not to my own home, my home just sucks, my laptop have to be send for sericing already so the next few day i might not be online and will not be able to update my blog le...... haiz..... nothing to say.....
tonight is the second night that i am in the band camp that i have went. well the food still sucks forevee, the food in school just cannot be trusted to be eaten by human beings. it is not that i am picky about food but that is the whole thing whereby i think that since i am paying the money for the food, definitely i will need to ask for good food right???
hmmm Since yesterday i have only slept for about two hours, and i am using the coffee to keep me awake, today my mood swings again, it has not happen since last few month back maybe after the time when i cock up the project that i am doing for my boss.
one thing is that i think well maybe i am too sensitive or what la, it is that well last time when i go to band practice or anything that has to be organised by the band in .... it just seems so right that i am in the place whereby we can joke about everything, but now it is hmmmm i am just like out of the palce like that like i am making a fool of myself. maybe it is that the3re are new year one for the band camp.
haiz
i also dun noe what to say just feeling so sianz now, feel like going home but not to my own home, my home just sucks, my laptop have to be send for sericing already so the next few day i might not be online and will not be able to update my blog le...... haiz..... nothing to say.....
"Things Might Be Easier If U View It At a Simple Way"
First Night In Camp
Hi people, today is the first night in my Band Camp. hmmm went bowling with terence just now and it sucks man, how can me play until so bad that haiz also dun noe what happen to me. play until so bad. saturday how????? sakali he come out le he two weeks never play then wait play better than me wait i malu. haiz but never mind la everyone just need to improve no matter how good you are.
Definitely somethings are not worth to be waited for, but humans what can we do? we can only repeat the mistakes then we know how to learn ma. things might not be easy to let go, but try out best which is what humand are good at saying especially when they are on the stage "i think i give my best" haha.
oh shit i forgot to message my mother that i am going for a camp sianz
IN life, nothing is impossible for us and nothing is possible unless we went all ahead and achieve it. sometime feel so sianz about being in this circle but i like being pampered and like to have someone to whine. hehe
last sunday is the worst bday i ever have in all my years since i know how to celebrate my bday with my friends rather than my family members. whole day nothing to do, noone ask me out, no present is being given to me. what a lonely bday. thinking that at night, it might be better, but worse, when went over there to watch the competition, so pathethic, only two groups, and definitely the best out of the best will be in the finals la, but haiz dun think they can make it unless they change the dancers. after that went to onyx there, sucks sucks sucks, the crowd is like dead crowd and the music sianz to the bordom that i think i only move my body for one or two songs only. worse bday. haiz haiz haiz
well well well i got new things that i have already which is the new modem that can use wirelessly haha, that is very cool. and i got one ipod shuffle, it is small but i dun have any nice songs for me to put insde to hear because i cannot convert my protected wma files to mp3 haiz haiz haiz.
today also very suay, my firewire is spoil, cannot detect my external cd/dvd rom drive, so sickening. spoiling my whole day again, sianz sianz sianz.
"Time Heals Wounds, Allowing U To Move On"
Definitely somethings are not worth to be waited for, but humans what can we do? we can only repeat the mistakes then we know how to learn ma. things might not be easy to let go, but try out best which is what humand are good at saying especially when they are on the stage "i think i give my best" haha.
oh shit i forgot to message my mother that i am going for a camp sianz
IN life, nothing is impossible for us and nothing is possible unless we went all ahead and achieve it. sometime feel so sianz about being in this circle but i like being pampered and like to have someone to whine. hehe
last sunday is the worst bday i ever have in all my years since i know how to celebrate my bday with my friends rather than my family members. whole day nothing to do, noone ask me out, no present is being given to me. what a lonely bday. thinking that at night, it might be better, but worse, when went over there to watch the competition, so pathethic, only two groups, and definitely the best out of the best will be in the finals la, but haiz dun think they can make it unless they change the dancers. after that went to onyx there, sucks sucks sucks, the crowd is like dead crowd and the music sianz to the bordom that i think i only move my body for one or two songs only. worse bday. haiz haiz haiz
well well well i got new things that i have already which is the new modem that can use wirelessly haha, that is very cool. and i got one ipod shuffle, it is small but i dun have any nice songs for me to put insde to hear because i cannot convert my protected wma files to mp3 haiz haiz haiz.
today also very suay, my firewire is spoil, cannot detect my external cd/dvd rom drive, so sickening. spoiling my whole day again, sianz sianz sianz.
"Time Heals Wounds, Allowing U To Move On"
19 June 2005
Today Is My Bday
Haiz, this year my birthday is damn boring, although there are messages from my friends and i really appreciated but what the *toot* i doing. doing nothing the whole day only until at night.
i dun think my family also remember that today is my birthday.... Sometimes, things get very tired. i also dun noe why. everything just seem to cramp up. only time when i feel at ease is only when i am sleeping not at my home. because sleeping does not require u to think so much. although there are dreams.....
nothing to say le just boring.
i dun think my family also remember that today is my birthday.... Sometimes, things get very tired. i also dun noe why. everything just seem to cramp up. only time when i feel at ease is only when i am sleeping not at my home. because sleeping does not require u to think so much. although there are dreams.....
nothing to say le just boring.
16 June 2005
野孩子 - 杨千嬅
野孩子 - 杨千嬅
就算只谈一场感情除外都是一时虚荣
不等于在蜜月套房游玩过就可自入自出仙境
情愿获得你的尊敬承受太高傲的罪名
挤得进你臂弯如情怀渐冷未算孤苦也伶仃
*明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此
但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子
朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我
若果亲手抱住或者不必如此
许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子
不受命令就是一种最坏名字
笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子
连没有幸福都不介意
若我依然坚持忠诚难道你又适合安定
真可惜说要吻我的还未吻自己就梦中苏醒
离场是否有点失敬还是更轰烈的剧情
必需有这结果才能怀念我让我於荒野驰骋
明知爱这种男孩子也许只能如此
但我会成为你最牵挂的一个女子
朝朝暮暮让你猜想如何驯服我
若果亲手抱住或者不必如此
许多旁人说我不太明了男孩子
不受命令就是一种最坏名字
我笑我这个毫无办法管束的野孩子
连没有幸福都不介意
15 June 2005
Boring Day
HI people, haiz these days quite boring ya, luckily still got terence and chriz they all at least we went out together to chit chat, anyway most of us have nothing much to do, well well well terence concert is coming up soon already, he said that it will be nice to hear ba cos most of the piece is what we know already haha. we will wait for the day to come le then i listen.
this year the bday is a bit quiet haiz, everyone is busy with their own things, some of them mia.... also dun noe.... where is the group last time..... although i mia before la haha...
we went to onyx there for the opening on sunday with terence and michael, wow there is nice man if u like happy u will like there more ba this is what i think. although the music beat over there is standard, it still prove a bit difficult to dance. but nevertheless, everyone eyes are busy, i keep wondering who notice me, and wow so many people there got chance or not hahahhahaha. wishful thinking....
everytime when something happen things is always stressful. how i wish i can strike a lottery now, then my things will all be settle dun have to think so much. Life is not a good thing and the world is a very practical place where everyone keep saying "no la, i not forcing you" but when they keep talking they will ask for other things for return keep thinking that it is easy to manipulate the heart. although money is not the most important thing in this world but it can be prove to be useful at times.....
this year the bday is a bit quiet haiz, everyone is busy with their own things, some of them mia.... also dun noe.... where is the group last time..... although i mia before la haha...
we went to onyx there for the opening on sunday with terence and michael, wow there is nice man if u like happy u will like there more ba this is what i think. although the music beat over there is standard, it still prove a bit difficult to dance. but nevertheless, everyone eyes are busy, i keep wondering who notice me, and wow so many people there got chance or not hahahhahaha. wishful thinking....
everytime when something happen things is always stressful. how i wish i can strike a lottery now, then my things will all be settle dun have to think so much. Life is not a good thing and the world is a very practical place where everyone keep saying "no la, i not forcing you" but when they keep talking they will ask for other things for return keep thinking that it is easy to manipulate the heart. although money is not the most important thing in this world but it can be prove to be useful at times.....
"Time Passes By, Heart Cold Again, Waiting For It To Be Heal And Warm Again"
11 June 2005
One Day Passed By
it is sad very sad damn lotsa sad. memories pouring in haiz. dun noe whats gotten into me yesterday, i was into the kind of relam that he have. what the f**k man. it will only be few weeks before we can come out again. so guess have to endure. been long time since tear come down. but glad that it did. haha. at least it might be a sign still that i am still having a heart of a normal person....
wondering how everyone is. not sure whether my bday will be fun.... hopefully it will be as fun as last year as some of the people is not in the picture. what i can say is, hmmmm thank you for being there some time.
to people who always think wow, hor hor, i like him nah that is not possible, i done those thing because it is a good friend i dun wan to miss. friends are easy to be with but good friend are hard to come by especially when you spend some of the time out of most of the time you have together.
things is always as simple as it look, so dun think things as so complicated. love can only be grown from liking, and liking can only grow from friends who are nice or with their own preference.
kids and children does not know how to differentiate these things, therefore things are always vrey fast for them, and there they are complainging about this and that. even if they understand the difference, they know know the skinz.
these two weeks guess will have to make just about it. even if he came out already he will not have much time also, as have to arrange to make sure that family members have time to spend with. haha.....
wondering how everyone is. not sure whether my bday will be fun.... hopefully it will be as fun as last year as some of the people is not in the picture. what i can say is, hmmmm thank you for being there some time.
to people who always think wow, hor hor, i like him nah that is not possible, i done those thing because it is a good friend i dun wan to miss. friends are easy to be with but good friend are hard to come by especially when you spend some of the time out of most of the time you have together.
things is always as simple as it look, so dun think things as so complicated. love can only be grown from liking, and liking can only grow from friends who are nice or with their own preference.
kids and children does not know how to differentiate these things, therefore things are always vrey fast for them, and there they are complainging about this and that. even if they understand the difference, they know know the skinz.
these two weeks guess will have to make just about it. even if he came out already he will not have much time also, as have to arrange to make sure that family members have time to spend with. haha.....
"Time Will Change Everything, As It Always Heals Wounds Over Time"
08 June 2005
So Little Time
Hmm, here i am back again, it has been a long time since i have blog already, hmmm my laptop is not with me, and now i am at wilson house bloging this post haha. this post is not so well done la but will edit when i have time.
hmmm feeling a bit sad these days, wilson going army soon le, argh, short of one person going clubbing to shake the body, short of one palce to go and stay over, and short of one person to practice bowling with me, then some more short of one person who know how to sing. it is a sad thing argh....
so from today till the day he enlist, going to stay with him le. will miss him badly. haiz... why why why must choose june to go in wor. june is my holiday can play one hor right. hahaha but anyway hope that when he go in he will be all well lo.everything is smooth for him.
he is a good friend, everyone is a good friend... so next time i think when we go clubbing hor, body not moving so much le la, maybe eyes move more. hahaha but hopefully will not result to that la spend money go in there see guys meh hahhaa we should enjoy ourself ma.
sometime hor people are just born to be your friend ya? some people are just born to have a small fate thingy with you. there is one story that if i am not wrong is that, there is one girl who died along the road in ancient time la. then got two guy walk past her. the first guy only use his jacket to cover her body but did not bury her, after a while when the second guy walk past he got the initiative to dig a hole and give her a proper burial, then after that in next life, things is unpredictable ma, she went steady with the first guy that she met last life who give her the jacket one but she broke up with him after that and marry the second guy who gave her a proper burial last life. hmmm i wonder when will hahaha the guy that is going to marry me one come leh???? bleah. haha
ok.... no time le got to go orh orh, working later. see ya guys will update again.
hmmm feeling a bit sad these days, wilson going army soon le, argh, short of one person going clubbing to shake the body, short of one palce to go and stay over, and short of one person to practice bowling with me, then some more short of one person who know how to sing. it is a sad thing argh....
so from today till the day he enlist, going to stay with him le. will miss him badly. haiz... why why why must choose june to go in wor. june is my holiday can play one hor right. hahaha but anyway hope that when he go in he will be all well lo.everything is smooth for him.
he is a good friend, everyone is a good friend... so next time i think when we go clubbing hor, body not moving so much le la, maybe eyes move more. hahaha but hopefully will not result to that la spend money go in there see guys meh hahhaa we should enjoy ourself ma.
sometime hor people are just born to be your friend ya? some people are just born to have a small fate thingy with you. there is one story that if i am not wrong is that, there is one girl who died along the road in ancient time la. then got two guy walk past her. the first guy only use his jacket to cover her body but did not bury her, after a while when the second guy walk past he got the initiative to dig a hole and give her a proper burial, then after that in next life, things is unpredictable ma, she went steady with the first guy that she met last life who give her the jacket one but she broke up with him after that and marry the second guy who gave her a proper burial last life. hmmm i wonder when will hahaha the guy that is going to marry me one come leh???? bleah. haha
ok.... no time le got to go orh orh, working later. see ya guys will update again.
"Somethings Never Comes, When Somethings Never Goes"
31 May 2005
So Suay
So Suay, got a flu virus in me casuing me so much misery, reaching a fever up to 38 degree..., bones and joints aching so much till i can't walk a lot, just like an old man walking when i am on my way to see the doctor yesterday, it costs me 79 dollar omg, that is two day of my salary. haiz what to do suay is suay got sickness forever like that.
24 May 2005
Bday coming....coming....
HeHe, my birthday is coming again in less than one month. hmmm will be planning to celebrate early so people who are close to me, make urself free ok preferbably on the first week of june, hehe cos need to celebrate with someone there also, cannot miss him out one hahhahahhaa.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
So sad again, yesterday when came home, my mother shouted at me again. all over again about those religious things. I am not interested ya, keep saying u pray is for ur ancestors and urself not for her. hmmmm, well anyway if my ancestors are in heaven then it will be a blessing, but if they are in hell, i will join them anyway, cos have broken many rules and regulation already.
When will I ever to get up on time for my school. haiz who knows man.
"Some Things Never Comes, When Some Things Never Goes"
19 May 2005
Tiring Legs....
Hihi, another post from me again hahaha anyway it is my blog, who can post other than me. Bleah...
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
Today is the first time I went to Johore Bahru with my friends. Our main purpose is to go there to window shopping first, but instead some of them bought some items over there, which is quite cheap compare to the price in Singapore....
We took the bus from Kranji Mrt to the Larkin Terminal. It is a good experience, as people learn from their mistakes and therefore will know what is to be done and what is not to be done over there. We have walk the whole of City Square, which hmmm they say it look like the Great World City in Singapore.
After whole day of shopping, we left at 4 plus so that we can get back to Terence home to get ready for one private party, hmmm it is just very private, each group have their own clicks. But it is nice as it is a rare chance for some of the friends to gather together and had dinner together. The food is not that fantastic, but since this is the first time, therefore things will be a bit not good la. It can be a lot better.
After that wow, me, Wilson and Jerald feel that it is still early to go home, so we went to chill haha. We had some small talks, but that is nice, as Wilson is going to army soon, will miss him man. Haha.
So long for now.
"Being Friends Is Sometimes Better Than Being In A Relationships"
"New Experience Never Earn When You Never Encounter"
18 May 2005
People Say Home Sweet Home....
Hi, Dear People Who Have Been Reading My Blog... Thank You All For Putting In The Effort, I Am Very Happy About It.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
Hmmm, recently, just publish the post of the two songs, both of the songs are nice and it is suitable for easy listening. I particularly like the two songs, I think it is because somehow or rather it has been reflecting what I have been going through these three years. It is mainly on the side of my feelings. How I view every relationship, sometime it is not that I can't find the right partner, it might just be mainly every time it happen at the wrong place, time and feeling.
I always hear people say that whenever u listen to some songs, u will start to reflect things that you have been doing and feeling all these while, I believe that the lyrics of the two songs that I have posted is something that everyone will went through. It is not that WOW, all the things that I have write in this post mean that I am acting like an adult.
Nowadays, I have no idea why I am such a blur king. Is it because I have become older or my mind has been rejecting a lot of things??? Hmmm, this is difficult because I also do not know about myself, let alone my friends and family.
In this world, who know who they are personally, I cannot say that there are none, but sometime I am wondering, does people who are confident of themselves will think that they know everything about themselves?
I view things a lot lot different from most of my friends, family. I must admit this. Because I am just being who I am. These days, I have been thinking, should someone who know everything about himself and his friends especially the character, is it horrible?? If there is someone in this world who can attain this kind of wow stage. I really will want to know him.
Sometimes, it is just so sickening to be in the family when everything will fall upon u when u do not want. Where u just want to be free of most of the burden. In this world, not everything can be shared, especially feelings, I find that the bond in my family is getting really bad. I do not like to stay at home, people say that the home is still the nicest place. To me, what I like at home is only my bed and nothing else, maybe my mother, but the rest of the things are not sweet to me. it is just a whole damn shit of burden.
Thinking changes when u reach certain age. Maybe my changes is just still the same where everything is as it look like. How can you respect someone older when they do not even respect you??? When I am still young, I look forward to come home and stay with my mother at the age of 3 to 7. I misses someone who always dote on me, but now I do not know the whereabouts, has that person died or just do not want to contact me????
Now I have already reach another phase of life, things still does not look good to me, I have changed to a completely different person, from a person who like to talk about things that are being coped in the heart to my godmother, to someone who have been keeping things to himself where it has been a lock. He He He He He He He. Maybe not a lock ba, Maybe it just turn to somekind of iron heart haha.
Surprisingly, I can still cry, ya? but only when I am laughing till my stomach is very painful, other than that, I did not find any other thing that I can cry about. Life can be so twisting that someday I might think that everything that I have done in the past are all jokes. But one question, what is the time when you feel happy and what is the time when you feel sad???
Does someone really like my good? Does someone appreciates my good?? I am not sure, definitely there will be people saying "I DO", but how do you determine what is good and what is not good? It all differs from one perspective to another.
Talking about perspective, there is no doubt that everyone is different. If a person keep going/participating in the religious activities, but they do not change for the better, what for does the person just go for the activities, for the "face" of himself or his mother?
I may be someone whose mouth is not good, actions are not good, and a person who have not been joining any religious activities, but what differ is how the way you treat people.
Talking one big round, still comes back, people always determine the way on how u speak, how your action show yourself. This is why sometime it is best to keep quiet and endure. But if being quiet and edure the whole situation, what do you benefit? I remember someone told me before, "God favours those who are on the losing end where you always allow people to win, taking the losing blame all by yourself". Does that mean those people who keep benefiting will go to hell, haha and those who keep losing will go to heaven? Sometime people just like to slap their own face with the words they say. I always deem people with the horoscope of Taurus and immature people to be acting the way of slapping themselves.
SO BAD!!!!
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